Dearest Diary….

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I send you good energy…..so it is done..

Dearest Diary…back on May 31st…it has gone so quick…I honestly had to blink twice in seeing this date hit me….we had a great’sh time in Devon with dear Aunty Shelia putting up with two great big teen gals, they sleeping in her upstairs four poster bed, and Lu and I in the room over looking that incredibly well worked upon and totally neat garden packed full of early summer flowers….I brushed hard up against my ego and it all came tumbling out with me feeling extremely paranoid and put upon when we sat down to eat at Pete and Sams and Lucille overspilled her own minksy behaviour by pouring out, ‘Did you vote Brexit?’ of which a sharp NO, we love Europe thus putting me in a strange unfoldment of politics at dinner mixed in with satanism and Coleshill of last year….All in all it naturally turned and bit me on the head with Sam slamming the table and shutting me down, stating my mouth was loud, where as I had apologised from the minute we impassed our beliefs systems and yet no, Pete, Aunty Shelia, Lucille, were all for flaming those flames and leaving me to just finally get up, and walk out, quickly saying thank you and goodbye…where upon, Eva-Marie called me and I just burst into tears with Bullit running beside me in that most picturesque village….I couldn’t really speak too much however, as Mets ran up besides me….still I just wanted to get out of that toxic environment with everyone seemingly pointing the blame game upon me…..It hurt……We all had a part to play…..I had already had stab pains in my right hand side of my front heart, a pain spiking in my lower right abdomen and my left hand side of my face wounded by inflammation possibly leaning to toothache upon my filled in porcelain tooth…..from the minute we arrived on Sunday….
I felt dejected, rejected, abandoned and utterly saddened that this stupid conflict of a great crowd of egos, and me getting very much the hard shoulder of it all….I do hold my hands over my heart in that, however family is not what it seems, though blood is thicker than water..my sadness stemmed from Pete…my dear cousin whom I have developed a sweet relationship and feel especially close to him. However he is married, and loyal and for that I have no other option, but to cry my heart out, like a wounded banshee in the arms of Aunty Shelia and release some old ills, resentments and other.

This came out….
I had written in text to Dave about the shoddy effort he had worked on in my flat back in 2013…and finally let him have it…this again pleased me, as it was long overdue and I do believe we will be friends even from such a delayed in-action for so long harbouring in my belly…again bias from others does not help….but there…Let it go Miss Manners….it is done….
I dreamt of Rima and Fifi fighting and Bob being in a back room while I tried to bathe in a bath with Bullit…I scrambled into to hold off Rima and Fifi declaring that Rima dropped me for Fifi all those years ago and that had hurt all those years ago only to be woken up by Metta-Angel crying in the bathroom from another deep wounding dream about Cameron….she is waking up and working hard upon herself from the anger that carries around in her…as she spits out foul words and directs pointedness at anyone standing in her way..as she did yesterday morning with Aunty Shelia…..She went to her meeting last night and always comes back with a new sense of renewal and faith in her stopping dope, skunk and all that is junk in her world, including the people places and things she has hung around with……She is awakening up and it hurts as she self awarely discovers the joys of being clean, and serene from that utterly foul minded drug…that has been sent to really dehumanise the youth, and cut them up blocking their hormones and gutting out their truth vibes…,.ah the mainstream drug systems is everywhere, food, pharma, pouring from the skies and much worse…….Still we are human and as 5G is now on in London, it buzzes and crackles and fizzes around us, this DEW-HAARP Tesla energy…..The Devils work it is….however I am determined to remain upbeat, keep my side of the street clean, and do my utter best in my most self assuredly and honest authentic way, to make sense of my own performance in this 21st century…..Live in my awareness of co-creativeness!


And so coming home on the train, walking through Hyde Park with Bullit and over to Watkins book store to buy a few self help books, was a good thing to do…we noticed the doggie people and ragged modern homeless, siting Bullit off lead with his donut on that is there to stop him scratching his terrible scabs…..
On arrival, home looked very clean from my massive green-clean last week before embarking this half-term and leaving our guests, who wrote a very spectacular reference of which sang to my heart, for I did work hard at impressing upon her, how London is a fine city…
I did have to clean up the moths though and out of the cupboard I found their hiding places, of which were in the sesame and pumpkin seeds and brown rice, all now gone out the window….I eventually after tidying, cleaning and eating, and watching Love in a Cold Climate, a jolly set in the mid 20th century with Celia Imrie and Alan Bates, a superb little reminder of the upper classes leading up to world war two…with The Bolter! Such fun!

And again reading my most especially fabulous book called STAR OF THE SEA, JOSEPH O’CONNOR… a rip roaring entanglement of those who left to go to America in 1847 upon that ship, and their stories in the most hideous Potato famine that beseeched and destroyed whole families in that terrible time from blight and how the English and skull-duggery Irish did not help and yet we had all the money in the world as the Victorian Industrial Empire raged creating the world we live in now….what a disgrace and yet this book is leading me to such heights in words I have and do not know. It wets my appetite to write and read more of the classics..yes the classics…….


I am thoroughly convinced by that and now that things are sort of moving towards a trajectory of healing. I shall do my upmost to remain pure, be self-aware, and live through my soul-self, not that grasping, desiring egoic mind of mine which literally wishes to keep me in full expectations and grand plans leading my I to self loathing and selfish deceptions that cannot and do not serve humanity, nature and my body! I am convinced I can do much better especially as I have a great chance of living kindly and honestly…rather than the towing and throwing of muckiness and mayhem that is everything policing the way our innate individual hearts govern.
C60 Purple Power saved the day last night! I was stocked up with pills and potions from Helen, when Greg called to see if I am up for a TT today, and so I told him my predicament with my left tooth inflammation and he advised not paracetamol or Ibrofuren , but Aspirin as it is the closest to nature…so I took that on board and just as I was finishing watching Pride and Prejudice, I remembered C60, and took the last sliver, to notice immediately my tooth ache subside and my awakening today with no pressure..however I shall be watching this….or rather feeling this….

I am off to walk in Chelsea with those unconditional doggies, the General Hank, Hugo and Blondie and gaze wonderfully at the blooming spring summer tide, with birds enchantingly singling, Stop 5G…stop it you see….the eugenistics and Bilderberg are meeting as we speak in Switzerland, bringing fourth more of their gutteral attempts to control our every thing from our hearts and minds under a false banner of Climate Change and discord pains, and all that is wrong with the world……but as my Aunty Shelia, it is as it should be…leading us all to our own perceptions…I am awake. and awakening and its painful, however I am so glad to be here witnessing this fourth dimensional industrial revoltuion…..!

Nature is the way….

The End is the Beginning….Death is Rebirth…there is nothing to fear…….but fear itself!

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And so it begins..5G at Glastonbury…..testing..testing…

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I am truly gobsmacked to see this partnership with Glastonbury, – a festival iconic that is usually recognised as a place to be fluffy, free from the drudgery of mainstream everything, apart from the ubiquitous BBC, yet none the less, this 1971 festival was a back lash to conformity, consumption, and much more.

5G, Glastonbury – why? My heart and soul say this is a huge psy-op. To prove to the world, 5G is safe. Something is iffy.

Is 5G safe?

5G will happen and God willing , it will not be as worrying as I am feeling about thhis. However Birds are falling out of the sky and the press is told not to touch it.

Is 5G Safe?

We all have 6th Sense, or third eye/pineal gland connection to God of Love, to forestall their end game. And overthrow our SMART phones in the proverbial bin!

However much I try, my deep pit in my stomach tells me to remain ever positive, ever clean in what I do, notice my brainwaves, listen to my gut, and notice whether trees are being cut down in the streets like they were last Autumn in Sheffield under a different story.

Meanwhile Mill Valley in Califronia has banned it.https://www.oshonews.com/2018/11/14/mill-valley-california-blocks-5g-cell-tower-implementation/

Brussels too: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFlGezo7ExA

5G is all about The Internet of Things, with remote satellites beaming to our chipped & pinned quantum pulsations that will potentially interface in the skin, blood & brain.

So Why Glastonbury? My intution tells me that they, EE will tell the world over: 5G is great for speedier uploads, and teh radiatin is safe – to the groovers and shakers of trendy, expensive Glastonbury…and imagine, on drugs, swaying under the banner of cool. 5G will be interfacing with everything we do….biologically…electrics….energy…quantum.


I love Glastonbury, and have been attending since 1986. However ever since my falling from grace in 2014 with a certain Henry the Crackhead, as my roll diminished in the haze of certain drugs I’d never done, in the healing field and yet, I did meet God, and I did meet the King and Queen of The Faeries. That is all true. However I did lose my lovely space as a healer there! So now Glastonbury has partnered with EE to make things more accessable, instant gratificational, and in my big opinion, a big load of guineapigs will be unknowingly breaking down in the blood-brain barrier, as this wholly unknown bioweapon of a potentially mass slow death and wide spread world-wide destruction, known as 5G, is glazed over to be cool, what’s in, trendy and totally alright with him, so long as its alright with her! Why Emily, Why?

In fact I know deep down that climate change is a part illusionary focus to push the individual in the front line to a cause that will turn us all into one big fixated signallers denying the true issues – consumption and what we do in choosing how we live, as a far sinister dystopian future beckons, known as the Fourth Industrial AI interfaced SMART grid cashless society Revolution that needs 5G for their plan to work.

5G is All About The Internet Of Things, with remote satellites beaming to our chipped & pinned quantum beams that will interface in the skin, blood & brain.

The U.N’s IPCC & Green New Deal are wrapped up in a plastic green nefarious bow that promises a Fabian Communist Dictatorship.

Stop handing our powers over to the tired and same State model that never really changes anything, whether you are on the left or right! These Globalists, lie, cheat, steal, fornicate, do dirty deals world-wide, eroding our freedom from within, on our screens, coercing us to lead diminshed half-lives, paying stupid taxes to drop bombs on oil rich countries & subsidise Big Biz.

I continue navigating the huge amounts of skull duggery that is continuoulsy shoved down our throats, as we keep medicating on the mass Pharma Industrial Complex and eat the Mass Agro-Industrial Complex dead foodstuffs, whilst the real crime is deforestation, battery & factory farming, social engineering, plastic pollution, GMO’s, Vaccinations, geo engineering & the lying, cheating, stealing of our beautiful energetic unique blueprints of the individual. Know Thyself Man.

The old guard is really shooting from the hip with false flags galore perception deception, piling on their real AGENDA 21& 30, that is hidden in the devils work under a Jesuit mind boggling secret sect, that is satanic. This new world order bullcrap isnt about the quick and easy uploads we will all be under, but another way to eugenically kill us off slowly whilst making money. We have Vector Vaccinations, Geoengineering, Biotech weaponry, GMO’s pushed on We The People, that is foul and fearfull.

When shows like The Great British Bake Off, normalise their over views with ‘one in two people will have cancer in their lives’! Wow! What a statement…. What and how about some good news, positive information, focusing the MSM on changing our diets that promote growing clean, non contaminated foodstuffs with lovely fancy PR messages such as: Eat Organic! Grow Your Own!

Try your local Farmers Markets, reject plastic, be fantastic, recycle, reuse, reduce, rethink, remake and realign to all things made from earth. Why don’t schools educate the children with where their food comes from? Why is there not a momentum that allows behavioural change to be NOT ABOUT FOCUSING ON FOSSIL FUELS ALL THE TIME, BUT RATHER, transitions which are slow, purposeful and vibrate with a consciousness not a Problem, Reaction, Solution system, of which the New World Order loves.

This is a good overview…food locally and organically grown. Children involved…adults healthy.

Glastonbury Does Not Need 5G. If anything the future of that festival should ban phones, and stop trying to be so fucking corporate and actually do what it was designed to do, open ones eyes, hearts, minds to the joy of dancing in nature, in fields, in trees, in landscapes and in yourself without the crackle and pop of more flipping antennae’s which will be the biggest eye-sore of our world in the making.

I am glad I am not going there. I am also thinking of going somewhere where they cannot put 5G. However I will say this, I have been taking C60 Purple Power for a few months, and it will help combat the growing concerns of radiation and its quagmire of potential threats to our kingdoms on Earth!

Love Conquers All……:)