Wilder Nature


The wilds The Open prairies the forests the flat lands mountains

The start of cutting maiming drilling mining digging sinning destroying polluting Enclosing
More Circling more capturing more wrecking more corralling more owning
The stench of far enough close up depleting violence angry voices

Mr & Mrs Magpie keeping an eye in the distance closest to their dominions
They chatted about this and that noticing all changing seasons and then there! What was that… ?
far in the midst of circling time a great wave like plume of smoke not ordinary but heavy wet catastrophic
Putrid heavy weighted dense sickness and disease
Distraction- Reaction
Demons entities ghouls attachments
Foul from Jin dependent on their circling
Picking up shaking in their gut
Ugly foul minded small shrivelled heart
Eating their continuous phood that looshed constantly
Abuse
Hungry ghosts ghouls demons entities
Be Gone.
Be Done.
Thy will is thy question
You are not welcome anymore
Be Gone Close the Door
Mother Nature returns….
And raise up
Remembering Who You Are…

For My Brothers and Sisters

Prepare Waken those programmed to despair….


I am listening to The Beatles
Here There Everywhere and crying on the bus… I am of good feeling straight, great, clean, calm cos everything is real in my intracellular operating systems… I can cry for all the things I haven’t done & all the things I will do.
Onwards & upwards… fight the beast… the demiurge… the mass psy-ops backlash criminality that wrecks destruction within all hearts & minds devoted to universal multi faceted sentient beings..

Fight the Deepstate shadow government secret services hi jacked in 1913-15/33/62/71/ consecutively
It’s time to stand up
Drain the swamp
Kill the beast
Through higher powering up using the alchemy of our beloved
Bowie, Mary, Cathars, purity, strength in self determination self development self awareness self LOVE
Honour thy self thy busy thy greatest work be done.
I’ve spoken!
They those mother fuckers killing our mother, our father, our children, our environment
Will not cross into my territory
My sweet heaven upon earth
My garden Of Eden
My knowledge that the sword of flames protects me from their repetitive Skull Duggery games
Their cloak & dagger shrines
Their 322 degree sacrifices killing the children with their lies
Their blood letting
Their Time Is Up!
Stand up man
Become strong!
Pay attention
This Mother Earth requires you strong
Awake
Clear heartfelt energetic
Switched on..
Wake up children time to get up
Shields protecting on
Swords upright
Feet on the ground earthing listening intuition alert connected to crown chakra
Gods consciousness Bird population harbinger
Listen listening listeners
Music might’ve higher frequencies
Mercy lord that we listen in
Tune in
Turn off mainstream
Drop in
Listening
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Brits abroad all they need is ….

A kettle!

Greg & I realised that a Brit is totally self sufficient with a kettle, black good tea, & eggs to keep us out of harms way. We struggled initially to find this very basic equipment however upon arrival last Thursday. When we got home here last night, a kettle was at last here.. and we’ve not left our room after extremely busy back to back days stuffed full of food festivals, restaurants, cave lectures with Graham Hancock & lots of driving through this beautiful Balearic Of Ibiza..

Ibiza fortified 1455…The Venusians came 400 BC..

I just wrote a post of the great speaking, people meeting, edutainment aspects that brought Gregory & Craig Sams to the island to have their first ever histrionic talks on their pioneering movements with the first ever macrobiotic Organic restaurant in London called Seed & first Harmony magazine (3 only), followed by Seed magazine….But it got lost so this is the next best thing to honour my once per month deadline…

Gregory, Rory & Craig

and their collective journeying beyond which was mind blowing and very informative bearing in mind I’m archiving Gregory’s authentic life!

The Sams Brothers

Amorvore Here at Casa Maca where we eventually settled with views onto the ocean & old town was produced and conceptualised by Rory Spowers who loves the most wonderful original Organic Gusto like me!

This week has been & is eye opening, mouth watering, sensuous, as the whole weekend blasted my intercellular subatomic particles of life, in the world with artistes, bohemians, hippies, science & illuminati types rubbed shoulders with commoners like me!

Greg & Graham Hancock

Graham Hancock affirmed my affiliation in the quantum thinking environmental doing world view that archons, faeries, UFO’s, books of importance, lay lines, grids & ancient structures are from the earth humans periodic table that kept out from boring man that changed nowt much, to art man using psychedelics in plants. That men and the Gods communed in extra perceptions and became conscious creatives that sought the secrets of the universe through the learning art of medicinal plants…

I thoroughly can say that this Ibizan journeying without touching any low vibe alcohol -61 days now – nor a puff of anything, I’ve managed to remain in my unfolding moment as I’ve met countless good eggs, dined in the most beautiful homes and restaurants & got to see how travelling with the masters and legends feels!

I love driving. I am good finally at it. I’m observing & working with my dreaming third eye of bullit & me finding tonnes of cash.

Of enjoying the spectacular starlings murmuring on their way to wintering in Africa…

Murmurations…

I am impressed by the brilliant speakers from Carina Coopers almond history of this island & making milks alongside meeting Christer Who makes Bio-char in Majorca and understanding how Carbon Gold works….

Carina Cooper – a like minded individual who is in the ‘Q’!

yeah man… I’m lucky to have made it here… inspired meeting amazing folks… recorded all the talks that vibed high & can’t wait to lay tracks down…

I’m reading the Perfect Heresay about The Cathars & will ask Graham about his opinions on the Senior Executive Service or Deepstate on this hallowed een….st dinner tonight..

whilst bringing into viewership my next moves that are interdependent with my life’s purpose seeking the truth.. and having lots of fun!

Herbs, homeopathy, organic, local, seasonal, no watching the awful mainstream media, however choosing the path least traveled as sovereignty is my continuing to Who I Am & cheering on the collapse of the old Skull Duggery Hollyweird & politicking world that depended upon fear & enslavement & to let go of all that no longer serves….

Goodbye Surprising October…hello Red November!

The beautiful Elizabeth & I….

The cult of celebs is dead…

The Era of Celebrity Influence Is Over | Tiffany Fitzhenry
— Read on tiffanyfitzhenry.com/2018/10/16/the-era-of-celebrity-influence-is-over/amp/

I really felt compelled to share this.

In a nut, it’s nuts in May & celebs are no longer the bees knees.. I’d go even further to say thank goodness there is a light that never goes out… !


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The Best of Trump yet to come!i

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You got to be thick-skinned these days to remain an independent,indigenous, individual sort of jolly these days. Or I’m another girl on Another planet!
The 5 Big giants in tech Gulag mass spying social engineering systems are hell-bent on keeping us entertained, entrained, enslaved & placed in pens.

Norfolk Broads…

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After my day trip to Norfolk last week to have my palms read by world-class John Fensham unknownas he explained my innate cosmic Air hands
to being of huge sensitivity as my demeanour is that of a harbinger bird fluttering from here to there in higher lands up in the skies & that Air hands are In-tune with spiritual matters however my hands are also water divining instruments & body working is essential which works with my therapeutic stance that is my greatest self-serving act of believing in free thinking regardless of race, creed, faith etc & my purpose to wake me up! And that my intuition is huge gift with my Appolo Ring finger divine! Ha!

The point I’m making in my first paragraph is this:

I love Trump

Trump speaking at the United Nations General Assembly

Trump blasted the whole auditorium at the United Nations was genius. I love the way he stands up against The Globalists Agenda. Period. He is tearing up the Skull Duggery purgatory tax fiddling nations & in transparency! Hoorah! I pray he doesn’t get taken down like Kennedy.
We are all under fire today as the mainstreams are refusing to talk about Q & despise Trumps Tweets. I totally got into tweet world even though Jack Dorsey, fat cat owner is struggling with his narrative because the giant 5 Big Gulag techs are deciding who goes on these platforms and who doesn’t.

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Wake up people… stop living in low vibe land, eating mass processed foodstuffs, vaccinating your babies, limping along, in this codex alimentary war. Turn off the Main Stream Monopolies. Read 1984.
Our food is dis-eased, our water fluoridated, our air spewed with chem trails & our soils sprayed with hundreds of chemicals. It’s a lie. It’s psychotic & it’s extremely despotted & by this I have a wave of Haters convinced I’m mad. Hated for being an individaul non lefty, or non righty…just in betweeny!

I no longer bother with Mass pys-ops Zuckerberg & al platforms as the algorithms look out for words like: Trump, GMO’s, Zionism, Terrorists
And anything that goes against the Globalists Mass Eugenics War on mankind.

Bill Gates, George Soros, Sir Geoffrey Pattie, Lord Malloch-Brown, SERCO & the Internet Of all things are behind the hideous world Globalist crimes. I highly suggest you do your own R&D.
These mass propaganda mechanisms are droning and cloning the masses into a huge weaponised false narrative.

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Me? I’m an environmentalist & totally dancing to high vibes of source, God of my innate being and local, organic & seasonal.

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I totally am done with following Duopolies that demand you choose one or the other. I would rather eat my shit than pay to play with thieves, murderers, liars, pedo’s & destroyers of our beautiful landscapes & indigenous humanity.
Meaning I’d be happy if we all returned to local permaculture practices & self prevention in our medicinal fields of consciousness . IMG_1377IMG_1358IMG_7423

And the worse joke of all is We Pay for our demise.

The psychotic system is freaking out, panicking and the rats are jumping ship.
Those under spotlight are singing like canaries as the world wakes up from a massive 70 year campaign of horrific dumb downing. Zombie numbing. De-sensitising. As Normalisation of transhumance & transgendering hit the young innocents.

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George Soros sponsoring the New World ordering – backing Me Too, LBGT, Black Lives Matter, take care, pull the curtain back & look! Soros is banned from his own nation- Hungary.

Both Soros & Carlos Slim who owns The New York Times, are funding the Colour Revolution paying for protesters like those odd bods in Antifa & wanting disruption against anyone who thinks outside of the box.
These nefarious man are in the business of lying, stealing, murdering, dividing, conquering, through the dark arts of honey potting, black mailing, kiddy fiddling using cloak & dagger skull duggery.

Trump is the real deal bringing back jobs, industry & the military. He is not an enemy of the people.

No matter what the poison minds of mass media say. They are paid shills.

The play for players – pedostate, pedowood- Hollyweird and human grooming traffickers are being found out, the light is on them as The CEOs run for their lives.

Bill Cosby, Weinstein, Spacey, Keith Rainer, Alison Mack are the first big ones to get caught… watch Epstein, the Clinton’s, Podesta’s, Obama’s, Bushes & those great actors fall into a different spot light. They are panicking as are The Crown privy MI6 crew here. The 5 Eyes & all the clowns.
Game on. And Watch observe how the lame stream media on both sides, continue mass hatredness to anyone who is not a Deepstate, Globalist shadow entity.

As a child who was abused by my family, I know PTSD. I’m a survivor &
In times a thriver.
Watch out.
We’re waking & finally ascending from the murky swamp. Ta

Trump Derangement, Archonic energies attacking but lacking and the most wonderful holiday in Cornwall Port Issac.

 

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A Cracking year so far as that the Shift is here, the sunshine blasted and warmed us all us in London, 4 whole months and as per usual, my first write is all sedately and normalised by the fact that life is anything but, however if you are like me a top go down the rabbit hole researcher of all things resonating from the first passages in this blog.

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I stumbled on the texts of The Book of John and it seemed to resonate large bells as to how and who we are and became to be. From the first light of Adam – the first man; I stumble across newbies on the block such as yesterday with Rex of The Leak ProjectThe Leak Project, who sent my head spiralling into the origins of the known constellation that is within mans domain, human, indigenous and made by God.

Though Adam was the son of Yaldabaoth, the first Ruler, the son of Sophia, Gaia our Great Mother of this orbiting planet, and that this god was of not the same cloth as Sofia, had first ordained this creature was dispersed and sent into a different timeline as though of a different split beam, that lay in the Shadows. This is the first Archon Ruler. An attempt to own the Soul of Adam, men, by tricking our own free will first and then living off our electric energy, however the stumbling block for Yaldabaoth, was if you, like Adam, trusted your divine inner guidance to source, God, the Universe, you then walk the path of self-awareness, self governance and discernment.

Image result for thoth tarotThoth tells us ‘Not to pick the dark, pick the light, filled with the blackness always struggling with light, ye may be, ye shall know the battle with the light, the flame with the light, they the masters of lightness ye to take on the dark enshrouded bounded together with the brother of darkness, yet the children of the humans walk with the knowing and glowing light of the source.
The Secret Book of John, rips the walls wide open.The Book of John

‘This is the fall of Sophia, conceived of a thought from herself, she wanted to bring something forward with the consent of the spirit…..
She did not get her approval or knowledge of her partner none the less she gave birth, not an idle thought, something came out of her not perfect, when Sophia saw what her desire had produced a head of a lion and a body of a snake…
her invisible power within her with no resemblance of mother….eyes like flashing bolts of lightning, she cast it away, she had produced it ignorantly…only the holy spirit would see it, she named it Yaldabaoth , created and banished, rejection, abandonment…sad…..The Archon took great power from his mother
Eons and luminous fires, that still exists with mindlessness
Isathoth who generations call the reaper
Famous, the jealous eyes, Hommus
Calliliu Yebel, Adonasus sabathoth, cain, the sun Abal, Abbinson, Yobell, Melkia
Bails, the death of the underworld were named by the Archon Demons aren’t all that bad maybe….the listing of the body parts in the Secret book of John
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The child now can create and do what it thinks it wants to do…Demons aren’t all that bad maybe….the listing of the body parts in the Secret book of John
surrounds it and thrones it, world orders it.
The 7 kings, 7 ruler, 7 planets, spheres over heaven and the death of the abyss
ignorant darkness, the gloomy archon, three names, wicked all of them
I am god there is no other god than me
The Rulers created 7 powers creating 6 angels, 365 Angels/aons, the rulers Archons, days of the year, calendar, matrix, control systems. Athol, sheep, second face of a donkey, Astor hynia, snake heads, sabeth adenine ape sabatous flaming fire…

The seven fold of the week…..whilst amongst the Siphons,
he united the 7 powers, he named each with highest
Goodness
Forethought
Divinity
Lordship
Kingdom
Jealousy
Understanding’.

My path was always cemented in waking up, walking on the path, with my innate ordinance switched on to detect my people which happen to be from Sirius.

Trump Derangement and the Shadow Government v The Shift.

We have been psy-opted not only with religion, but with politics too…the supposed great leaders in both aspects of business in the world at large today, have espoused the dark ages, blood-letting, hive fear mongering, shaming, and blame gaming throughout the discourse of history’s chronicles leaving stone artefacts, ancient tablets, bibles, books, and ageless wisdom’s that have now begun to unravel so fast the deceitful trajectory and treachery that has shielded man kind from Know Thyself Man vibrates innately shining the Sword of Justice & Shield Of Strength in our truth of Who We Are, and How We Are…together as tribal ancestry folk that walked the plains, foraged the forests, and fished in harmony the great ocean is out of the shadows, and as our Great Mother naturally ascends with the massive gamma infiltrating all parts of this electric universe, ramping us up, shaking the fake lame stream media’s and despicable lies as a huge normalisation as  George Soros Colour revolution that fund the far left countercoin pro-intel systems flooding monies to fund causes such as Me Too, Black Lives Matter, LBGT, Antififa and practically runs the Drunken Junker’s collectivism State. Nah…I’m done with the fake narrative.

IMG_6587IMG_6591Even Facebook is now alongside Instagram, WhatsAp, operators for mass spying as Facebooks Facebook Bias Google, Apple, YouTube, Spotify are increasingly dumbing down who gets to see what in the world of Social Media, you can bet your bottom dollar that we are under the 1984 banners, false flags flying and the New World Order is in big disruption modes, so beware that the Lame Stream narrative is so far to the wild left of social engineering algorithms blazing to shut down dissenting voices like Jones and Info Wars, that we are in big disturbing times….We are now being shut down FREE SPEECH! Donald Trump on Free Speech (NB: Just searching for another voice that resonates with Trump is totally biased!)  Trumps Tweet

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Social media is in bed with divide & conquer and total distraction. However we can now see who runs the show! The Giant Techs are in bed with the DeepState!

Kevin Shipp former CIA

Just before leaving London sweltered as 1976 was on everyones lips……

However on the upside this summer has been a mass hotch potch of hot weather from early May to mid August. We all felt the hot solar heat override our normal usually wet and damp summers, and boy, it got hot! London was too much, so plenty of swimming in the pond, browning ourselves, and lying around the edge of the Heath…everyday dog walking, working on therapies, and archiving, and the markets weekend till the event of leaving London and before heading to Port Elliot….We had the World Cup Footie, and much of the excitement of the English footie fan merged into the newbies following our great beautiful game.

Then Trump flew over Lucille and I at Hampstead Heath as we waved and waved spotting these odd planes, Air Force One, take in the breath and lay of London….Of course the Main Stream Media were and are as per usual firing the worst hate at Donald Trump…  All the main line news Agencies world-wide, all 350 of them sticking the knife in to Donald Trump, President of the America and yet there lies the magic, Trump, from the off, was attuned to take on a mass load of Clinton, Bush, Obama, and mafioso poli-ticks that have caused a huge unprecedented skull duggery, 322 numerological cabalistic back lash thrash, total melt down, Crooked Hilary and her DNC, CFI, CIA, FBI, duplicitous fighting for their lives, accusations Nancy Pelosi, Dianne Feinstein, Maxine Walters, Whoopee Goldberg, Robert De Nero, Peter Fonda, and the whispering alternative savvy informed alternative press, reports and other delivering the ins and outs of high corruption as the Hollyweirds, Pedowoods, and CEO’s scamper and attack Trump. I literally feel like this is a story of Good versus Evil and look there, is the Vatican, The MKUltra’s programmers, the Mockingbird Press, the CNN’s and MSBN’s, and Fox and then Disney sado’s are being fired, and oh, even favourite actors and actresses are not what we all thought……Its totally disturbing!

I had a good conversation about the draining of the swamp and it could actually kill everything…I got what he said, however upon reflection, I see it as the swamp pulling up very old bones, that are ready to reveal the levels of lying, deceit, enemy of the people stuff – just look at John Brennan….his hands are filled with war mongering, killing, harvesting…..When Trump came to town, I held my gasp in my hand, praying nobody would assassinate him and it was only till Scotland when a Greenpeace glider flew around Trump’s team on the golf course that a possible energy weapon attack killing Trump’s very capable secret service man by heart attack. Trump survived to go on the Helsinki and to meet with Putin. There was no mention in the fake news….

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From all my research, my whole online new activity in following American Intelligence Media, You Are Free TV, and now The Leak Project which I am finding to be a new whole level of consciousness lining me up with individuals and sovereign finders of themselves with Robert Stanley whose book Close Encounters in Washington DCRobert Stanley Unicusmagazine pronounced the Disclosure of UFO’s flying massively over the US Capitol, in the 1950’s and how it became quite a normal site as locals and tourists alike would take pictures of this only to have all their camera’s confiscated, rounded up and the evidence totally locked down till this man wrote out the where with all’s, research and disclosure was denied to admitting to the American people’s and world-wide, that the US Government and agencies have kept the lid on our natural  need to know rights of passage on the subject of other people’s in the universe existing and are they benevolent or other? I myself am getting ready to disclose my own 1987 -99 meeting with The Cone People on the far side of the moon…..Yesterday morning I dreamt I was stood by the canal down the road, and a massive fleet of Spacecraft flew right above our heads…Bullit was there….its all coming out now……We come from the Stars, We are cosmic dust particles of light, atoms, electrons and electrolytes and magnetic attractions to life, light and dark…..and yet we have been hijacked in my uncovering by-entrained non human aliens that are demons, ghouls, entities, attachments that actually live off us, harvesting our energy….these are totally now exposed as Archonic lower vibratory energy yet of a part of the great scheme to unleash and allow man to truly awaken.

Yaldabaoth who chose to over take this part of the Universe….and infiltrate with his minions, and cause a huge amount of energy robbing, from the first man, Adam, who held deep within him a true divine spark of God…inner knowledge planted as a seed, as in the Tree of life, or Good and Evil in the Garden of Eden. This one true God, the God of Gods that emanates throughout the universe…and for man now to stumble and open his heart of hearts to the truth vibration, is where man is going…..We have been living in such a dire Matrix, to keep us circulatory wise bound to the confines of duality, divide and conquering as the name of the game, has been found an enemy, and keep attacking, defending, but do this, we are your Masters, and we shall give you all the material you need in living a lie, a life of drudgery for meagre promises, of possible wealth and power that we, the Archons rule over you…..and you will be rewarded accordingly to how well you remain ignorant and low brow., low vibed….keep feeding us, and we will keep feeding you treachery, lies, instant gratification, a hornets nest awaits you and you will be entrapped, enslaved, entrained and remain in the a very low causality rate of mismanagement for ever bonded in that realm of lower energy…..Man and I, the individual, have been manipulated by the main stream avenues, of which, there are plenty whilst my innate intuition, my pineal gland, the Pine Cone, an all access opening, portal to the heavenly bodies, insights, store cupboards of huge potential, is what has led me throughout my life and to a degree enabled me to live mind fully, and restore a sanctity inside of the Who Am I me…and God…..not the bearded God, not the fear me God, but the God of Love…loosh

Our whole Who Are We have been hijacked, programmed with mass poisoning, mass dumb downing, mass vaccinations, mass killings as a normalised view of how we are supposed living at the best of times, however the 1987 Harmonic Convergence pronounced the aspirational 25 nano years to 2012, we have seen the crack of light blast open the MSM narratives, as those stepping up are no longer placed totally unholy by dark shadow governments and the Deep State – two separate entities and yet both in collusion to suppress Space and the real deal of God and higher planes, Mother Earth and her ascension, into the 5th Dimension of which we know is The Shift, and what our true identities are..The Shadows are emerging with AI, 5G as the final weaponry assault on mankind’s consciousness – to literally blast us with massive magnetic close up high voltage poles that will make wi-fi and the destruction of the bumble bees, and all insects, bird life and other, fly in its normal wavelengths of sunshine, wind, and solar, moon tidal winds seem like child play.

 

 

Feet, and vulnerability

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‘I like your feet their different’ he looked straight in my eyes spinning me out of orbit. Not no one has made a point of liking my feet… with their distinct inheritance… the foot specialist said they were not bunions but called Hallex ****

I’ve always kept my feet out of direct shot Trying so hard to love their wonky table aesthetics as lester says…or plates… skewith and both different.

Richard would say hooves….Feet are covered and yet very important…my feet have always been wonked and yet deep down I know that they serve me and ground me, and dance me and there’s some very unusual activity in them, that I feel is to do with my spacey background and act as radar to my home planet….heh hum

I’m very open but private and protective and honestly insecure about this extreme sensitive subject and wonder why bother… yet like my handy hands… that work so well on  most things and i must admit I like them… yet feet…

Yet I noticed I said to Metta-Angel you can never get vain with feet like mine she said yup you’re right there!

My mum always said a man doesn’t fall in love with your feet he falls for your virtue ok unmade that up but I im Like that and mum actually said with you … with you…darling

Cara Mia Carina Mia dear Mia

You chose an extenuating feature and  your feet service your who you are and happens to do a very dainty and pretty witty repartee, a soupe song and a gallopy energetic and gapey kind of absolutely you.

And to prove a point I trained as a reflexologist and studied well and what a extraordinary chance of finding an art crafted to the wondrous and dextrous handy helping hands that scrunch and push past into the tender spaces that ooze energy leaving the vivid wide open spaces to expand from the caress be it hard, tense as feelings float bubbling up through the mystical sensory synapses of the intracellular micro molecular constellations out through body mirror systems guided intuitively pressing points particularly the fifth dimension of the solar plexus, the point of no return that sends universal signals to the muscle group,  meridians, neurones receptors captivating the electrons pulsating spark lit fusion connections that snap, crackle and buzz the whirling wonder unseen world of body soul spirit multi-sensational growing out of relief pure relief , blissed and conscious contemplation, ah the soft and hard press, push-pull effleurage, the reflexologist mixes her  combination bag of elementals,  flooding endocrine, stimulating master glands as they secrete and target  molecular ATP multi perceptive and crusading right thinking leading to right being powering up limbic yearnings of another time that  supporting the ever floweth bridges that allow all parts in the chi life currents of conscious mosaics meeting in the middle.

The whole foot mirrors all the body systems and organs, of course they do..Cardiovascular, digestive, lymphatic, sympathetic and parasympathetic muscular skeletal cells,  endocrine, skin, spleen, pancreatic, yeah.

Then we go to another plain where we enter the etheric, astral, cosmic orders that raise our chakras with vatta pitta and kapha. 

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Yes it’s about then realigning or matching vibratory quiverings that squelch a higher dimension sequestering higher purpose waking opening as from another sleep

My mother gave me her shape as her mother too… mum was convinced we were concubines from china a few thousand years ago or did she mean a few hundred years….

Whatever she was very passionate about her saying they’re so odd-looking cos they were bound in bandages and broken so the toes would break and become stunted. Painful and they couldn’t walk in fitful strides as it was jolly painful so all they could manage was tip toe type shuffle wearing wooden painted boxy shoes. It was hard and harsh.

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Yeah my feet have weather radar depicting how swollen, sore, throbby they would feel

I also remember when I was a big dresser upper, I tried heals from the tender beginnings as a 16-year-old at The Brunel Rooms, in Swindon dancing my socks off but In so much agony at the end of the night but I was young, still a bit of a wall flower/follower and continued punishing my feet with pointy, Healy, such and such.

I was always waiting to kick them off and walk barefooted and sometimes squeaks of my feet came out to feel the Earth in all her textures, grassy bouncy hotty rough sandy stoney watery and roughshod

I loved those precious moments

Onions out and the prone foot squishy squashy stretching freeing oozing drawing on the rippling rapture of surrendering

Free!

Then once I got into my stride and hit the mean streets or paths paved in glitter and gold, where the look was your individual sovereignty and a very enthusiastic approach that lept open with every vintage find, cut and style a la moda ah the thrill of finding beautiful unusual unique garments was cracking and I began to swap heals for baseball boots, converse, monkey boots, doc martins, then another era herald in with flats, trainers, mountain boots crept in

It didn’t matter as I sincerely delve intuitively into the deep sands of dressing up with my abandon

And mostly wore flats

I then became bolder more recently with more confidence growing through self work self-care and self-awareness to throwing off the vanity insecurity as the result the work was astounding

My later forties has their value and also mass waking up accelerations

Shifting out of my sedated meandering I got head on with my behaviours and overall perception of the old paradigm

I was going out of control crashing and cascading uncontrollably in self lack

Then I faced the demons one by one

And became interested in the other world internally

It hurt it felt off out of whack and weirdly right on target…and just became my self, foot sure!

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All the things I can be…

How many times have I had knowing full well

That my life on this most extraordinary planet that we call Earth

Is blessed and radiant attracting magnetic mad actions

That I could have should have would have if I’d thought about it

I may have excelled in being a firsthand pop star politician

Singing out my heart of all of Gaia’s rhythm nations

Standingupformotherearth in all my unique precision

I may have been a glorious famous film star my first passion

Hanging out with all those wonderful stars glamorous and fast fashion

I may have been a superstar girly footballer when I was spotted in Glastonbury playing top spot knocking balls in

Tackling

Scoring simply fearless

Bring in the ladies Lioness team!

I may have resorted to science, quantum, molecular, stratosphere important as I fell down the black hole retuning with amazing new symphonies to show explain and charter new waters in space time physical dreams

I may have ran the alternative complimentary scenes, offering hands on multifaced new electrolytes that heal everything

At just a simple intention a little plant extension and superb manifestation

All free energy like my portal opening up to me

With Tesla Einstein Steiner Bailey Orwell and all those past now types as Disclosure is the new word about

The whole ascension that is Earth IS heaven

Oh dear lord goddess masters ascended oh just get out of bed

Imagination imprinting the right thinking leading to right action

Ah maybe a high priestess ancient back here to blast open the apprehension gateways to fearless contemplation

That were only small less than enslaved trapped in greedy worship

Of which all beings rainbow open minded heart centred down to Earth are shouting about

Yes a guru a fab cook you know

Promoting organic local and seasonal

Walking dogs

Hugging trees

Archiving legendary people’s lives

Massaging energy

Working with teenagers

Making music

Dreaming in radio broadcasts on 104.4fm

Tuning into that place leading up to gratitude all the while

Summer Solstice

Mother Earth father sun universal streamline unfolding all the space time

Parties for purposes raisingawareness bridging the multidimensional wild wonders free style free Earth death rebirth cycles

Yeah

All the things I could would should

I do

In many different dimensions

And I know this:

It’s exciting!

Thank you 🙏🏽