‘I like your feet their different’ he looked straight in my eyes spinning me out of orbit. Not no one has made a point of liking my feet… with their distinct inheritance… the foot specialist said they were not bunions but called Hallex ****
I’ve always kept my feet out of direct shot Trying so hard to love their wonky table aesthetics as lester says…or plates… skewith and both different.
Richard would say hooves….Feet are covered and yet very important…my feet have always been wonked and yet deep down I know that they serve me and ground me, and dance me and there’s some very unusual activity in them, that I feel is to do with my spacey background and act as radar to my home planet….heh hum
I’m very open but private and protective and honestly insecure about this extreme sensitive subject and wonder why bother… yet like my handy hands… that work so well on most things and i must admit I like them… yet feet…
Yet I noticed I said to Metta-Angel you can never get vain with feet like mine she said yup you’re right there!
My mum always said a man doesn’t fall in love with your feet he falls for your virtue ok unmade that up but I im Like that and mum actually said with you … with you…darling
Cara Mia Carina Mia dear Mia
You chose an extenuating feature and your feet service your who you are and happens to do a very dainty and pretty witty repartee, a soupe song and a gallopy energetic and gapey kind of absolutely you.
And to prove a point I trained as a reflexologist and studied well and what a extraordinary chance of finding an art crafted to the wondrous and dextrous handy helping hands that scrunch and push past into the tender spaces that ooze energy leaving the vivid wide open spaces to expand from the caress be it hard, tense as feelings float bubbling up through the mystical sensory synapses of the intracellular micro molecular constellations out through body mirror systems guided intuitively pressing points particularly the fifth dimension of the solar plexus, the point of no return that sends universal signals to the muscle group, meridians, neurones receptors captivating the electrons pulsating spark lit fusion connections that snap, crackle and buzz the whirling wonder unseen world of body soul spirit multi-sensational growing out of relief pure relief , blissed and conscious contemplation, ah the soft and hard press, push-pull effleurage, the reflexologist mixes her combination bag of elementals, flooding endocrine, stimulating master glands as they secrete and target molecular ATP multi perceptive and crusading right thinking leading to right being powering up limbic yearnings of another time that supporting the ever floweth bridges that allow all parts in the chi life currents of conscious mosaics meeting in the middle.
The whole foot mirrors all the body systems and organs, of course they do..Cardiovascular, digestive, lymphatic, sympathetic and parasympathetic muscular skeletal cells, endocrine, skin, spleen, pancreatic, yeah.
Then we go to another plain where we enter the etheric, astral, cosmic orders that raise our chakras with vatta pitta and kapha.
Yes it’s about then realigning or matching vibratory quiverings that squelch a higher dimension sequestering higher purpose waking opening as from another sleep
My mother gave me her shape as her mother too… mum was convinced we were concubines from china a few thousand years ago or did she mean a few hundred years….
Whatever she was very passionate about her saying they’re so odd-looking cos they were bound in bandages and broken so the toes would break and become stunted. Painful and they couldn’t walk in fitful strides as it was jolly painful so all they could manage was tip toe type shuffle wearing wooden painted boxy shoes. It was hard and harsh.
Yeah my feet have weather radar depicting how swollen, sore, throbby they would feel
I also remember when I was a big dresser upper, I tried heals from the tender beginnings as a 16-year-old at The Brunel Rooms, in Swindon dancing my socks off but In so much agony at the end of the night but I was young, still a bit of a wall flower/follower and continued punishing my feet with pointy, Healy, such and such.
I was always waiting to kick them off and walk barefooted and sometimes squeaks of my feet came out to feel the Earth in all her textures, grassy bouncy hotty rough sandy stoney watery and roughshod
I loved those precious moments
Onions out and the prone foot squishy squashy stretching freeing oozing drawing on the rippling rapture of surrendering
Then once I got into my stride and hit the mean streets or paths paved in glitter and gold, where the look was your individual sovereignty and a very enthusiastic approach that lept open with every vintage find, cut and style a la moda ah the thrill of finding beautiful unusual unique garments was cracking and I began to swap heals for baseball boots, converse, monkey boots, doc martins, then another era herald in with flats, trainers, mountain boots crept in
It didn’t matter as I sincerely delve intuitively into the deep sands of dressing up with my abandon
And mostly wore flats
I then became bolder more recently with more confidence growing through self work self-care and self-awareness to throwing off the vanity insecurity as the result the work was astounding
My later forties has their value and also mass waking up accelerations
Shifting out of my sedated meandering I got head on with my behaviours and overall perception of the old paradigm
I was going out of control crashing and cascading uncontrollably in self lack
Then I faced the demons one by one
And became interested in the other world internally
It hurt it felt off out of whack and weirdly right on target…and just became my self, foot sure!
How many times have I had knowing full well
That my life on this most extraordinary planet that we call Earth
Is blessed and radiant attracting magnetic mad actions
That I could have should have would have if I’d thought about it
I may have excelled in being a firsthand pop star politician
Singing out my heart of all of Gaia’s rhythm nations
Standingupformotherearth in all my unique precision
I may have been a glorious famous film star my first passion
Hanging out with all those wonderful stars glamorous and fast fashion
I may have been a superstar girly footballer when I was spotted in Glastonbury playing top spot knocking balls in
Scoring simply fearless
Bring in the ladies Lioness team!
I may have resorted to science, quantum, molecular, stratosphere important as I fell down the black hole retuning with amazing new symphonies to show explain and charter new waters in space time physical dreams
I may have ran the alternative complimentary scenes, offering hands on multifaced new electrolytes that heal everything
At just a simple intention a little plant extension and superb manifestation
All free energy like my portal opening up to me
With Tesla Einstein Steiner Bailey Orwell and all those past now types as Disclosure is the new word about
The whole ascension that is Earth IS heaven
Oh dear lord goddess masters ascended oh just get out of bed
Imagination imprinting the right thinking leading to right action
Ah maybe a high priestess ancient back here to blast open the apprehension gateways to fearless contemplation
That were only small less than enslaved trapped in greedy worship
Of which all beings rainbow open minded heart centred down to Earth are shouting about
Yes a guru a fab cook you know
Promoting organic local and seasonal
Archiving legendary people’s lives
Working with teenagers
Dreaming in radio broadcasts on 104.4fm
Tuning into that place leading up to gratitude all the while
Mother Earth father sun universal streamline unfolding all the space time
Parties for purposes raisingawareness bridging the multidimensional wild wonders free style free Earth death rebirth cycles
All the things I could would should
In many different dimensions
And I know this:
Thank you 🙏🏽
Vices and virtues
The be all and end all
Automatic, robotic, self-centred and war factoring
We all need to concentrate on our own self realisations
Not the Corporatocrocy and mind manipulations
Man know thyself
Become graffiti artists, become activists,
good and bold, strong, young and old
We must learn detachment from the emotional fearing of attachment that binds us to our materialism
our wants and needs and so causes catastrophic deaths and makes us bleed for attention
However when we break down in our traumas and self-centred minds
we break through to our higher power and our universal Divine whys
Do not fear the unknown, walk with your heart and soul together
For then you will realise your wisdom does ascend for the better
Here on earth we are all so blessed,
feeling our five senses that push our buttons and so put to test our own inventions
Our defects, our ungratefulness
Our hurting and our immense dependency that allow our most honest and authentic ascendency
You go to work, you get up, you go to work ,you are dead
How do we see the beauty in all that is void, empty and so infinite
And there right upfront of you is all that you’ll ever need should you look
You manifest your life, your drama and your strife
You vibrate your formulations and your life
You are what you eat, you are all that you feel within the principles of conflict that all men desire harmony, peace, equilibrium, right adjustment leading to appropriate behaviour
Right thinking therefore leads to right doing
Man is now in his transfiguration that uncovers the lower fields of matter, sexual orientation, desire and suffering
All are now feeling Christ consciousness
All will alight from their darkness and grim consuming of discourse gratifications
All will understand their pain and sufferance
and so all will be touched to align with the Lord of the world and therefore the creator himself,
The group initiation via the fifth ray and spiritual triad via the antahkarana is constructed essentially as the energy of the light bearer
To the light of the logos from high contact to lower plane concerns
And thus we grow into perceptive forms
Even after the gracious storms
Man know thyself
Right readers and Mia Manners, yes that’s me, that’s you, that is humanity and all things that are interrelated, interdependent. I sit here warm, enthusiastic and aware that I am PART of this earth and that my task in coming back, was to jolly well unleash the beautiful unbridled, passionate parts of myself as I grow through my pain, and I become more awake whilst my rampant child like self-will tantrum from time to time, wishing to keep me in a fixed state of survival and not much else. I remember when I came to earth all those years ago, that somewhere inside of me, was an innate record of why and how I should unfold in this plane of planes and become the strong, female of the rooted species of which I belong and the bridging of how I came to choose through the great Gods and Goddesses of our making and become a unique individual, sovereign and fine on my own divine path, creating my own chaos and order in an impermanence of play. Phew that’s a monologue!
I was born in the Age of Pisces still, meaning Jesus Christ our beloved hippy founding on Son of God, whom gave us all permission to become Gods and Goddesses and rise out of our love of materials and worshipping outside of ourselves, He, Jesus gave us alongside the great other enlightened bodies, like Buddha, Lao Tao, Aristotle, Plato, Hari-krisna and so on..us all permission to be sovereign souls walking, waking, and all supporting each other, not killing, dividing and conquering as we have seen over the past few thousand years.
Of course, this is great news for all and every sentient being, but for some that would be way to unconditional and easy…what everyone can become a God and Goddess? NO no, said some, and those that said no, were the leading lights, the Kings and Queens, The Masters of Manipulation, Authorities and Religious supreme spiritual ordering types, all vying for the titles and deeds of Mothers Earths natural resources to keep those power houses topped up and in league with the devil of a certain specific attention to detail in the laws and secret societies and of course in the past three hundred years we are right enmeshed in the Materialist Scientists who felt that nature was nothing really but to be plundered for profit, greed and insanity in Banking Dynasties all in bed shagging each other, hiding behind their paid members of fighting historic industries all hell-bent on keeping their acts of bloodletting, money laundering and lending in the name of dark arts. Of which now we are beginning to see the timelines split as pedophilia, ritualistic players and top down Elites are the baddies in this time in human awakening.
The Ancient Cultural Wisdoms of Great Magnitude, that held the keys to enlightenment were suppressed, chased down, and so pushed away from the ordinary folks, farmers, artists and such like that cared for the Celtic traditions, the community, the open seasonal cycles, spiralling cosmical in a living landscape, within the wonder of the nature of its indigenous people’s, tribes, inherent cultures al interdependent on our home and the earth that we all love, called Mother Earth.
And then those wars. The horror, the grief of the twentieth century – the one that really changed man, and cut his heart out, The First World War, whole villages, of men, brothers, fathers, sons, husbands, lovers, poets, carpenters, skilled men, unskilled men, boys, were killed in a war that was led behind the lines, far-far away in the secret cabals of secret societies, men in lodges, men who ran the banks, men who leant monies to make the machines, the bombs, and whip up ‘National Pride’ in gathering armies, in going over the top, and in the barbarism, the blood-letting, the awful horrid unseen like psychopaths who rely on us, the strange men without hearts for each other who kept rising up for their continued masked covert games, as they spread their wide nets through the killing fields, reaping rewards in death, terror, grotesque horror all reliant on the age-old arts creating enemies out of men,children, women, nations, into divisive, all-conquering, nationwide false flag wavers in well-practiced environments of repeated, established scenarios.
This for me, these darkest days before the brightest dawn of the shadowy consciousness that now sweeps across the world from the same well rehearsed pom games of poisoning our minds with the alt right and alt left narratives, dividing us up, conquering us as slaves as we continue to battle under the banners of choosing left or right cos otherwise the bogeyman is coming to get you…leading us to The Separation Rhetoric of the Secret Societies that now we recognise in the sayings of illuminati, or Bilderberg, or Roma 300, or plain Banking families who keep us in constant poverty consciousness, scarcity, fear mongering, and on it goes as my Aunty Shelia would say.
Inner Free Wheeling Journey of Individual Wonderment! But first there’s that Birth Certificate we sign and agree to give up our FREE WILL
However this journey, I have been on for many eons, years, months, minutes, hours, are now on timelines that no longer interest me, have all led me to my inner free wheeling journeying of self discovery.
I turned and faced my inner demons, my inner child, my innerself in all my acts and downfalls in recalibration, discombulaton and then open surgery on grief, that gave me the tools to transfigure and learn about love, and how abusive I had held onto those behaviours or my repeating characters such as my own inner tyrant telling me how I was useless, a story given to me by my father, and my mother telling me the bond was broken many years ago, which was harrowing in itself, as to not have my own mother, how did that impact on the Great Mother? And of course Aunty Binks, the neglectiful step mother who put me down at every turn.
HA! Then the systems we grow up in, school, Police, Law and Order, all authoritarian figures in their shadowy old books, their hands in all the pots & pies, the fields, and of course we AGREE to these systems from the minute we enter through and sign our signatures on the birth certificate, We then become enslaved to that law, made to captivate and keep us. I began to join up the dots, and in doing so, I realised the only way I would come up out of the rabbit hole, was by surrendering to God, to Mother Earth, to me, to me, to me, not to what I had always thought was what controlled me, my life, my outward bound story. I realised the unseen cabal, the blood letters, the chi energy stealers, the hoi polloi, the global agenda racketeers, were now rising up out of the depths of deep muddied water, out of the belly of the beast, out of my gut, and I was one of themand then ON to them. I could sense, I had been used, abused, and as I am that sort of human that has been here before, I could sense, that beast, the tyrant, the persecutor, the feeder, the enabler, the victim, the blame gamer, the told you so, those voices, those feelings, those dark old aged game of throne players, all wanting to keep hold of their power, at all costs, I began one by one, to face them, challenge that long-held played game. And in doing so, that voice began to stop and I began to become my own Author. There, twinkling in the sunshine was me always there, that little voice, that little lost voice, now focused towards right doing, right thinking, right being, with sincere work leading to my redemption and my resolution.
So Who are these unseens that make all the decisions and wreak havoc with us on a mass conscious level and then we, the individuals go about choosing which deity, God, group, club, religion, we choose to be on and so in that moment we trigger our efficacy upon a few well thought our indoctrination, planners, if you will, and hand all our power over to that system, society, club. This suggests we are born by birth in the great cosmic spirals and through our genetic, ancestral, heritage, we make a deal with God, to wake up and remember Who Am I, and then we get on with having all the good and bad luck, the homelessness, the rejection, the abandonment, the ectasy, the loss, the scarcity models, the abuse, the way we treat ourselves, the lack of faith in ourselves, in our trusting of our innate nature to all things sentient that lay within our intracellular systems and as we all become illuminated and self aware, we can unlock those dormant pathways.
And begin to set ourselves FREE into our-Cell-elves !
Intuition is my guide to all things that raise me upwards to self betterment that lead me to self-awareness..
This is ancient work that mankind needs remember, and then to start the deep self work, and start the process of wondering, questioning, feeling those feelings, letting them come up and not reacting, how and why in certain times of the day, the night, the this, the that, we, I , you, feel tired, sad, angry, frustrated, scared, fearful, mad, crazy, unhappy, hurt, addicted, and we are all seeking our purpose, our sense of order in a world out there, on the main stream, that depicts fear as its rule of thumb and for me, I have found that I had those entities living in side of me, in my gut, my solar plexus and sacral heart, and that those unseen, those unmentionables were totally living on my psyche, my body, my essence and would crave upheaval, mental and emotional mayhem, would love to feed off me in states of my own self fear perpetual nightmares and cycles of feeding. I was taken and used freely, however much duress by these unwelcome unseens loved to suck on my chi energy, parasitical being invited in so to speak, in my free will.
Once I began to surrender towards my own break downs, my own gods will, my own belief in my intuition that held me upwards every single time, though all the confusion, destruction, and self loathing, all parts of self; I began the process of self-examination, and down that rabbit hole I a-went. In the burrowing, and seeking, searching and freaking out, crying like a baby, waking bit by bit, dumping much about me, letting go, releasing, remembering, I came up from that rabbit hole and I found, I found, myself. I shook with joy, I chose to understand how it feels not to be seeking approval in all that I do, which was my biggest triggers, that disempowered and traumatically left me with gaping holes, and then the people pleasing, all that stuff and blame gaming, I unravelled and opened up to Gods Country, to Jesus, to Mary, to Mary Magdalena, to Green Tara, to Hatha, to my guides, to my angels, to my ancestors, to deepening and courageously I felt my old rebirthing techniques, I began to see, feel, hear, death as my birth and all the sex, drugs, drama, started to make sense, and I began to laugh, and discover the only thing that I was fearful of, was me.
I was scared of my own divinity, my own sovereignty, my own self love and ability to connect to source, to God, to Goddess, to angels, to Guides to Nature.
Into the Conscious Fields of Energy, ah sweet sounds, sweet smells, sweet feelings, sweet sites……sweet tastes…..Sweet life…leading me to..
My rooting accessibility began to unfold and clear and drop into the laps of my own place in the universe and I began to trust in the process of living.
Now for the real work!
David Attenborough on the most wonderful but heart breaking staple on the BEEB’s Blue Planet 2 said, “8 million tonnes per year are dumped out to sea”….yes a bugger of a lot and I am seriously wondering where we are all going to end up…and how did we get so mother fucking lazy that we are chronically killing ourselves and our beautiful planet…what is going on and who gets to keep making that fossil fuel shite that is causing so much horror world-wide and not only that, in our food chain its everywhere…no wonder when I came back this time, I had already developed a self-awareness to the destructive marching of greed and grim determination to keep wrecking earth, my home and yet I have passed on DNA ancestral blueprints of resonating energy that holds all records of life.
I came from an upbringing of shame, guilt, misogyny, cruelty and put downs. I was naturally being groomed to become a high res people please and seeker of approving. – perfect material for the unseens or archons.
I thought I was a great mother up to now and yet I feel completely powerless in knowing how the current system is failing and the idea of supporting and waving flags for the hyper-matrix controllers, that require our free will agreeable to the system of ecological collapse and synthetic solutions to a male domination of old paradigm masters that have created through sheer force and hidden occultism a disregard for the health and wellbeing for future generations and our individual self-ability to adapt and become authentic in our gainful passion to soul seek-age as they thrust on their Free Masons, Deep State, Illuminati, Global Agenda mother fuckers…….
We are part of nature, part of that lore, part of that whole individual uprising, and to this do I offer my kin and baby girl a planet filled with nature, diversity, inspiration, community and a totally changed outlook to the current model we are all living under? What have I learned that can impart a strength that her being here is to come out and sweep away the old regime. It is a terrifying prospect and yet somehow, there is a new drum beating from a resonance that those who seek, find.
And so I think back to my own youth- was it any different? Were we just as hemmed in by commerce, and seeking stuff to consume to feed our fragile egos, insecurities. ..In our age there were no mobiles, plug-ins, Apps, gaming, well not really and it allowed for our telepathy and memory to serve us well as we used phone boxes, ran about the streets, lanes, countryside and parks, looking out for something, someone, some show how, and show up as we took on the new world of analogue, taping slowly, deliberately and the crackle and joy of vinyl being loaded up from Tower Records and others all now gone, books, tele-programming Top of the Pops, The Tube, John Peel, Radio Luxembourg with Beatle Hour on the hour, we had it all or so we thought following the light fantastic, kid talks in the play ground what was on Top of the Pops, all down to your own unique tastes. Of course looking back one feel’s the shadows, and lights, photographs, colours, smells, glimpses of a honey hazed pastoral and parochial past. There also seemed to be wildlife, insects, bees, life! In fact there were a lot of natural parts to play in our growing up.
And for me a hearth, a fire.. I was rather a helpless, haphazard, chaotic and went anywhere if someone suggested something. I was ready to go out into the world to make up my life, as I struggle to find Metta’s next stage in her life pathways of a mix of apprenticeships, college, 6th Form, grappling with what do you want to do?? Bumping, crashing, crying, and worrying as to what is it that she must do in order to live a full life? I had no clue that within a matter of months I would be kicked out of the farm, and pushed to find out who what and how do I live a life when my own parents asked me not once, what are you going to do? I knew I wanted to be an actress, and yet I managed by flight and fight to figure out once I came to London I had assets, imagination, youth, enthusiasm! I began an arduous and also wonderful campaign of collecting things, people, boys, parties, adventures, experimenting, squatting, new blasting open society came at a young, slender, auburn haired farmers daughter and yet that I did possess skills that offered up invitations as I cleaned and cooked, grew and learnt to feel my way towards a sparkly innovative illumination carrying sensory preceptors that matched mine. That I could safely lend my own willingness to educate in the unknown growing exponentially. By bringing my open natural countryside ways, I imprinted a newness in my own making and in the mid 80’s London had the magic and fear to push forward to cultural underground happenings. I continuously had all the ingredients to keep making things up as I went along, the recipe book was in itself, new, tribal, active, seeking, exploring, different to anything any of us of our generation, could really say, Woah! We went against the government, Thatcher and her crony capitalist mates on the make for all things privy and privileged.
I was homeless a hundred times or more, like the men I slept with, a hundred times and more, and I kept it going because I was horny, hormonal and mad for the attention. I swirled around a con-vortex that never gave up. Unlike my daughter today who stands in a different mould, though I birthed her, with new knowledge that I have opened in this plutonian era. She emulates all those qualities and defects, upgraded if you will and totally strong from my own standing of that age. Metta-Angel grounds allowing her lashes, questions, to alert my own lacks as she screamed: Mum, I dont know what the fuck I am doing and want to do in my life? School has let her down, her own ability to recognise that school is all about the results and not the teaching, the glorious old role to inspire and educate whilst real learning could happen..
It really started for me in 1987 – the year of the Harmonic ConvergenceAs I stood upon The Tor upon my 21st, I was given lessons to the importance of that unfoldment opening Ancient portals to Ageless Wisdoms promoting the end of the world as we knew. Dualistic patriarchal paradigms have been waning through the crack that opened on the darkest century of man and his entrapment to the Dark Arts against the Great Feminine Devine or Our Great Mother of All We Are, and to allow for full disclosure to expunge all the woundings of secret mastery occults coming to a shadowy surface upon a 25 year period known as the Nano years. This period leading to 2012, heralded Acid House, rave culture, the rise of the internet, data collecting and more dreadful skull duggery to come up and out. I digress. And I think the awakening of the man that seeks.
A time to grow up eventually, and find oneself out in the milieu of self. My generation in that period stopped drinking in lobbyist Public bars, and pubs, whilst we were in fields with fires, dancing together not at the stage but with each other in the wilderness of beats, drums, whistles, anywhere that would house music our chance meetings. Warehouses, churches, anywhere that was liberated by the spirit of the times to break away from convention and party like there’s no tomorrow, unsupervised, unlawful and energy shaping and forming to grow seeds of discontent to break down and open our aims as we met all different groups from class, backgrounds, in didn’t matter we were free motivated by dance, community and becoming our own Gods and Goddesses. We were all drawn together by those times that took a whole new crusade up to the calling arms as a whole new set of rules were here – our self determination for truth. We were powerful because we were mixing in different groups and dimensions depending our own unique trajectory.
Whilst the main stream continued and continues to align to common drudgery & monotony of status quo’s, insidious and lower vibes as the paper keeps printing and we keep believing that money, oil, are still worth worshipping; and the need to know that so long as I continue my unique navigator story that contains the seeds of ancient know-how that essentially create vital winds of change without borders, continuing with the promotion of love and kindness to all living things, then we all have that self germinating potential. We all have a duty to stand up and make high vibes for the rightious and break out from the gremlins, and soul suckers harvesting our indigenous humanity.
The time has come to let go of everything you think is true and hold dear to what you really innately already know, that the divine will of humanity and cosmic natural lore, resonates allowing a parent with a young adult the encouragement of seeking their own course without judgement and blame-gaming. Otherwise one will go simply mad!
Everything you need to know about the shadow laissez faire and the beautiful vibrations abound those that seek the path of truth and honour…standing up for Mother Earth and Humanity!
Is this ‘The Great Awakening’ foretold by ancient mystics throughout the course of Humanity. The one where we shift up a notch and embrace non conformity? Be the change etc etc stop choosing one side over another?
I NOWknow that everything I thought to be true to has folded in- side out & I’m back to Tao, yin and yang and back around again! I have shifted in my so-called programming from being a high res-seeker of approval from external influences to avidly switching my once quite obvious left leanings, with masses of Green passion (of which I will always be affiliated with), dropping the main stream at every level as the BBC 4 talks endlessly about war, about the NHS, about things that drive me to wanting to get wrecked on skunk smack of the smoke world and antidepressants.
The dreary continuous narrative of the main stream is…
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Is this ‘The Great Awakening’ foretold by ancient mystics throughout the course of Humanity. The one where we shift up a notch and embrace non conformity? Be the change etc etc stop choosing one side over another?
I NOW know that everything I thought to be true to has folded in- side out & I’m back to Tao, yin and yang and back around again! I have shifted in my so-called programming from being a high res-seeker of approval from external influences to avidly switching my once quite obvious left leanings, with masses of Green passion (of which I will always be affiliated with), dropping the main stream at every level as the BBC 4 talks endlessly about war, about the NHS, about things that drive me to wanting to get wrecked on skunk smack of the smoke world and antidepressants.
The dreary continuous narrative of the main stream is the most repetitive yawn that man continues to sync into everyday, day in, day out. Why do we do this? Its boring and meanwhile are merging with Bayers, whilst BASF, Unilever, Kraft, Heinz and all still slash and burn the forests, covering the soil in carcinogenic chemicals whilst planes cover the skies in biochemicals under the banner of geo-engineering to halt climate change PAP!! Whilst the next generation of mobile phone companies really go to town on 5G to really wet your neurones to madness and spikes and weirdness in the back story of the New World Order but…BUT…something happened….Donald Trump beat Hilary Clinton in 2016 and destroyed that certainty whilst the UK chose to leave Junker’s Europe.
Today the world is shifting as North Korea are meeting their Southern brothers and sisters in historical times after 65 years of stand-off resolving to scrap nuclear weapons and become peaceful. Had Clinton and co got back in, I cannot imagine what crud the world would be under right now. The Deep State, one set of rules for the masters, whilst the slaves continue to live under a tyrannical low rate vibration driven by the continuous threat of fear, poverty consciousness, duality, the memes of that world.
I am not saying that things have shifted that much, but the width and breath of a season has blown in feelings of energy, higher frequencies of discernment, knowing right from wrong.
The old adage that the truth will set you free and for me, I have been working consistently on myself to intuitively resonate to righteous, integrity, higher power, gratitude, compassion and when the storm comes, to be prepared.
When I look at the 20th century I see war, I see programming, I see sickness and disease as the great heist in campaigning across the countryside, on the television and radio in Advertising, whilst smoking cigarettes, drinking copiously, shoving your face with sugar, trans-fat were well, ok. That was the 20th century in its money profiteering no matter the cost to the earth finest derailment of the Health and Well being.
I have spent years following my own wellness in what to eat from where and how, to recognise that food grown locally and without chemicals, is everything. To be in tune with continuously practicing the healing arts of Prevention as the cure. To use gentle non-evasive plant medicines, eat mindfully with organic foodstuffs, know thyself in energy, ancestry, akashic and other.
So imagine when I after a long spell sober, I woke up even more and then I saw the game. That polarisation of humanity, class, ethics, colour, creeds all bound up in them and us.
When Trump won, I felt joy. How could I feel joy? The mainstreams were in melt down at his winning. This intrigued me and then it came. the whole new world ordering, global gerrymandering back story manipulations were suddenly jarred. The Clinton’s had lost!
Trump straight away tore up the TTIP, TTP,TSI,CETA, The Paris Accord, and withdrew masses of money from quango organisations running America.Inc. I know he ain’t perfect, but he changed the script. He paid for his election campaigning and got on with Making America Great Again (MAGA). The Donald has been around the block a lot. He has rubbed shoulders with the illuminati, the sadists, sicko’s, war mongers, mass intense polluters and much more worse, his no nonsense straight to the point with his declaration President Donald J.Trump Proclamations 2018 Suddenly in the devil and the detail, someone was prepared to speak up for the unsaid un-imaginable secret ritualistic torture and pedophile antics run by high elites.
Suddenly the world really began to wake up. This was and is NEWS. I began to look around other forms of media and up came the good, the bad and the ugly and yet, I listened and I began to see the narrative wasn’t right-wing, wasn’t left-wing. The new media is blooming into a rainbow tribal community of independents. Stand Alone’s like me…
Its You and me and jim and john all exercising their rights to the past three hundred years of tyranny, shadowy world governments, all being highlighted through the Internet of All Things where we have all been meeting, researching, going deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole whilst the main streams now seem baron, old hat, disingenuous and insane and not prepared to raise the curtains on pedophile, MK Ultra, CPS, Jimmy Saville, Space programmes, and massive other Black Book stuff.
Trump, Kanye West, Roseanne Barr,Info Wars, Jordan Sather Destroying The Illusion & You Are Free TV with millions of others began to look elsewhere and not towards the same narratives. A call to arms to stand up for all the innoncents & Gods Country of which is the INDIVIDUAL! Not the duplicitous lies and deceit of lefty liberalism that puts you in a box of its them or us and that is it. Today humanity is pulling itself out of a deep sleep, dreaming to be awake as new burgeoning channels resonating high vibes and breaking with convention has a huge appeal.
I started to really think deeply about the wonder of my marvellous intuition and with the help of my innate guides and angels I have recognised that this planet, of which is paradise, has been not only taking over by a dodgy low vibey parasites worse than lets say a great big one living in my stomach happily for years, eating my sugars, chemicals and fats, but a great big lot of skull digging the duggery deeply, I shimmied into the underside of the otherness & began-facing my darkness whilst glaring at all the pain, greed, envy, sloth & suchlike. And there! The shadowy murkiness Of families nestling their whole essence harvesting us all as they grow fat off the sickness & disease to profit by in all crusades of totalitarianism, marching and hypnotizing us, weaving their batons based on cruelty, wickedness & chaos. So there’s nothing new so what? They these entities known as
I have realised I have been Stock Holm Syndrome on so many levels and probably still am to a degree so I began to really investigate all the other news coming up from the Rabbit Hole and I found that the closer I became to knowing Thyself, the more crazier things began hotting up. I began to find new media and existing media that has been around to wake us up at our right times. And this meant that the old shadowy Deep State and fake news began tumbling out of the world. And I suddenly woke up even more.
I love history particularly the 19th Century for there I can really grasp some of the people, politics, places and secret organisations that really became a coup d’etat in the world of the 20th century. From the Great Era of Enlightenment sprang Rudolf Steiner andMadame Blavatsky whom all shone the esoteric ageless wisdom’s Of lightness & truth upon that century only to be spied and roused by Darwinians and Victorians.
When the World exploded with materialism in The Industrial Revolution, many Europeans began to fill their homes with artefacts from abroad and from our own factories and cottage industries. The rise of obsessiveness towards shopping, and acquiring was to become a reality for the many. This was a good thing for the controllers that worked behind the scenes placing their people. members and cabals from nobility to industrialists to manipulate future agenda’s that would come to pass. One particular family The Rothschilds really took the whole debacle of owning the people right to the very edge of our life today. They placed family cousins, and close allies in every Banking fraternity in the main cities of the world and the story goes that when Napoleon fought Wellington near Waterloo in Belgium, the Rothschild sent foot soldiers to London to tell the City of London Traders that Napoleon was winning, the City panicked and a mass sale of shares took hold. However this was propaganda because Wellington beat Napoleon leaving The Rothschild Bank in London to buy up all shares including the King at a penny a pop placing their victory to be the most powerful double dealings of the day cementing their powerful monetary status at the top of the pyramid of which they still today are. There is a lot of speculation yet this family had members on both sides and that is the crux of enslavement and mastery.
The beginning of the end for the common man
When man lost his right to gathering, and foraging, planting and making his cottage industries, his mind literally became impoverished as the shift from field to factory was the only way to survive. The Enclosure Acts of the 19th c destitute the once rich commoner whose life depended upon scrub lands & accessing small holdings to living interdependency. Now the man and his family were subjected to working in the booming Industrial heartlands living in narrow streets with no running water, no proper way to look after his family healthily. This was the age of mass employment, low wages and mass enslavement. Mankind lost out in that displacement & again in two banking world wars. Alienated from our indigenous natures…I have spent many years feeling the grief of my ancestry and the dumb downing of emotions as the individual man lost his land and then his families to the Great War and Second World War. I am no longer surprised that the gap that was felt from the huge losses of life and land left the people traumatised and in mass Grief.
Since the Second World War the uptake of prescription drugs and intensified industrialised mass weaponised foods and medicines have created more loss in a huge wide scale rolling out systems designed to numb us even further away from our Great Mother Nature.
The Take over of food and health
And so,those that know me know my Face Book posts from 2008 onwards. Always on the same missions of truth outings, such as Monsanto and its ghastly history on earth to the The Codex Alimentaires and the whole conspiracies of food ownership, the genes and seeds and the great big hijacking of our health and well-being-ness.
We have all been dumbed down by wannabe Big Pharma and Big agency Farmer crazy for money, greed, and the continuation of making lots of drugs to stunt peoples growth and destroy their gut bacteria via horrid systems of agriculture which are now totally killing all natural life on earth as the birds, the bees, the pollinators are all in decline and in our own bodies, the immune systems defenders of rogue bacterium and viruses all under inflammatory guises are disrupted by acidification of monocrop Frankenstein foods & geo-engineering.
I am particular concerned about the so-called Welfare State and its indoctrination of each individual with a sort of One shoe fits all propaganda speak and the same for schooling, education, television watching, screen watching, and being plugged in to the matrix of industries dependent on our codependency in order to keep making money, informing us via main streaming the constant duplicitous threats from them over seas and here in our streets wandering around waiting to pounce on us so we had better keep Law and Order otherwise the bogey man will come and eat us up and our children. It’s the stuff fairy tales and fantasy films are made of to keep us fixed, hooked and in fear of finding out our own truths…..
So how does this figure?
I grew up in fear from my step mother and blood father telling me that I was not welcome or safe on the farm. I was pushed out at 16 and had only my body and soul to share in that journey that became my own. I learnt that I could sign on when I was 18 and so I did whilst squatting in London. I therefore used what was around me. I was young, enthusiastic & naive. Still, it meant I had to go out and keep breaking down in order to break through a little each time to the open sourced world that became my class room and my teachers….homelessness, parties, boys, girls, fashion and culture were the models I resonated around.
Through life however, I became an active passionate supporter of eating the best clean foods I could afford from the clandestine chance meetings in toilets, tubes, and clubs. I met through sheer connectivity all the right people who kept my inquisitiveness alight and moving through the corridors of spacetime. I felt happy to be in company with artistes, Musicians & inventor types. I have been extremely fortunate because I found my intuition to be really rather essential in the growing up of myself and the lessons I needed to learn in order to keep trying to crack open my programming of complete and thorough unworthiness repeatedly sloshed in my growing up. I had been groomed to be nothing but a cheap and awful daughter of my mum leaving my recourse to plunder into unwholesome people pleading & seeking approval from outside of myself and external authoritarian groups. Still, I believe that as a child of the universe, all unfolded to keep me alert, aware and congenial as it should be.
In America The Rockerfella Organisation put over 180 independent Holistic practitioner schools teaching Holism in Herbalism and Homeopathy out of circulation as they were a threat to the emerging cut and maim industries that the American Medical Association pushed forward displacing mans innate flowering up of preventative learning as the systems digressed towards patented synthetic health regimes guaranteeing mass profit.
The Rockerfellas Institute placed money men in each school of Herbalism and Homeopathy to observe their practice only to writeThe Flexnor Report 1910 This led to the whole takeover of supplanting allopathic medicine and health to the marketing of Dis-EASE. The Whole 20th C was about promoting Dis-EASE and flagging up all our chronic and acute problems that complimented ironically the mass use of Industrialised Chemicals to destroy Top Soil and old growth forests and countryside whist profiteering unashamedly.
So I spent years researching promoting and standing up for Mother Earth with my quiet unassuming company that first brought people together to raise awareness in all things environmental from 1997 – I would say current.
My cousin Lucille and I developed a tool which is not an off-setter, but a behavioural change tool called Grey to Green that tackled behaviour from whole life cycling in 2005 with Gleeds who partnered up with us to develop their carbon footprint and how to make small yet necessary changes in the working environment. We made three little films for your perusal:
I continued with developing my self after my dad died in 2009 becoming a body and soul therapist putting all my thinking and learning into understanding epigenetics, endocrinology, massage and energy with of course promoting organic foodstuffs and prevention at the heart of all campaigns. I learnt how to touch and to know how to feel about the bodies innate ancient sanctuaries of healing modalities and again it pointed towards what we really know; We are All innate healers of our own multi-faceted dimensional beings should we be taught, pointed towards, and intuitively find. It is said that many find holistic medicine when all conventional routes have expired.
I don’t care anymore about being safe and normal….the world has turned upside down and the main stream is dying fast. I can feel it now. I can sense the false flags, the lies, the duplicitous lies that are all aligned to FEAR and Poverty Consciousness and GREED and DENIAL and there is much of that in the world of politics and media moguling. The Mainstream is dying because humanity is breaking down via the falsetto Of victimhood and the self-serving (STS) perpetrators are being outed as pedophiles and pariahs who run ghastly Deep State lawlessness systems. It is getting hotter and darker as the light now shines into the crevices of evil wrong doings.
What is different is the Vibrations…and when you begin to recognise your own vibes in your own self-care and work, you surrender to God, to source, to love & light transmuting the pain and delirium through the traumatic rebirth of Who You Are…Who Am I..
You couldn’t make up this time period. Things are really changing as we are literally living in a Game Of Thrones era.
My passions have been to uncover and expose the dirty tricks and lies of main stream propaganda and every time come to understandings that what we have been taught limits us and doesn’t allow the greater good to grow upwards towards the sun light, and shine individually as sovereigns. I have learnt that the more cabalistic and weird it gets, the deep state hierarchy is on panic alert jumping ship struggling to come to terms that the Rothschild dynasty and George Soros collaborations are in the spot light. That higher frequencies are working to weed out all that is wrong with this new world order.
Trump has torn up so many regulations and things that were killing the US economy and job markets designed by the past 50 or even more years by the 1933 American Public Banks were closed so the Federal Reserve Bank privately owned by Rothschild and co took over of the National Government . The City of London owns America Inc and SERCO own The Internet of All things , a British company.
The Clinton Foundation sold all internet users the rights to observe and spy on us. It’s all out there.
I have surprised myself by how this stuff has really ignited my quest to outing those that literally are fuelled by sexual demonic kiddy trafficking and killing of innocents, from Jeff Epsteins Lolita Island in the Caribbean, Kevin Spacey, Bill Clinton and many others were on that island in seriously horrendous acts of unimaginable rituals with children who have been groomed for their sick rituals…Pedogate is now upon the world and we are all watching horrified that the top El-ites are at it….
Trump has 25000 names indicted at the WH.
Over 15 000 men and women have been arrested since he came into power for fraudulent and sexual trafficking – this will not be found much on the main stream other than should you go deep and look for it.
Any way I am sure you know all of the above…but I am highly intuitive that The Great Awakening and The Storm is really upon us building up multidimensional because Mother Earth requires a new and open sourced authentic mass awakening to take place to restore harmony to the planet, to the forests, to All sentients so future generations inherit a beautiful Mother Sophia Gaia.
I am a seeker of Truth….I am a vibrating human being who is having an authentic experience on this extraordinary third dimensional earth which, btw, is paradise….though the way the world is being run in a hyper-bowl of disorientation and ghastly occultism backed by the Big 5 Media channels and Bankers beggars belief and promoted insanely by blandness and that the concept of sharing resources, cohabitation with the natural kingdoms and man’s higher appeal to self-sufficiency, and responsibilities to a world remaining protected is well, pr’d by morons from The Drudgery Ministries Of Food & Farm Industry Barons, lobbyists & mafiosi who have lost their hearts to evil despots in the pursuit of power.
If it takes the burgeoning appraisals of Alex Jones, Jordan & co to wet the appetites of the meek and mild then let the wrath of God awaken up mankind channeling the status quo.
I am all for the co-creative inventory run and restoration with LOVE at the heart of All Humanities campaigns as Elders and intergenerational smaller groups tribal up and make hay when the sun shines.
IMG_0317We have a duty to out polluters, out ourselves, wake up from apathy, get outside, get back inside alive with the knowledge that we are not what authority figures and history books deem us all. We are in fact so much more.
My vision is to keep on fighting the good fight for Mother Earth, in this solar system and the fact that I now understand quantum physics and how molecular and subatomic particles are resonating and how relevent that is gives me faith.
You just couldn’t make all this stuff up…. Next Stop: Outing 5G………peace & gratitude 🏻♀☀