Our lads were sent over the top into No Mans Land, shot in their prime, covered under mud, dead horses, blood. Devastation from WRONG think, skulduggery fixated high-ups as low-brow corrupting boardrooms traps. Agenda,the Dark-Arts. Brutal destruction destroying glorious praying families were blown apart. Dead in the ground, under orders from those far left behind.
Blood-lines, unseating ancient bonds, sacred hearts, family heritage, dignities, hard working artistic signatories. World-War Anti-human,eugenics swimming as new world ordering struck its ugly blame game into the industrial ages of fragmentation to control mans sentience..post traumatic PTSD symptomatic, passed through the twentieth century, ugly fuelled propaganda dramatics. Long Live the King. Ha…We still suffer within. Wiped out as a matter of course from worshippers in the field of abuse..with a wife of feudalism controlling man’s freewill and freedoms….
Men planned this time, well ahead. Freemasonry hidden occultism, now new subcategory. Bones men, they were, and they knew how to entrap the most powerful of the day. They the Pilgrims(1902) created by Cecil Rhodes and Viscount Alfred Milner, were such men. For me personally I will never forget how I came to be alive born in this time, and there, I died in that Great War; of forgotten men, horses, deadness crushed under dismal choices.
The theme for the twentieth century was set. Man against man, in endless wars. Banksters to benefit, elites to run-the-show, propaganda tools in the ready of the final solutions. Machines, Technocrats, foreseeable futures in hegemony markets. How about that! How about that in deed!
Defects so huge that dumbing us down with drugs, opiates, pills and booze to fill holy holes of unimaginable grief, loss and despair. Them that got back, did anyone care? The pain pushed down as the boys came back shattered, shell-shocked, PTSD spirit-doomed, robbed of all empathy, whilst the establishment popularised ‘stiff upper lips!’ promoted in schools, factories, fields, shops. Anything but celebration…men blown up in annihilation from cruelty, greed, control over mans soul.
These sorts are not human-hearted men. They are stealers, gorging on gullibility, innocence, willingness as weakness. We hand over our powers, typical Britishness concaving towards their highborn entitlement. Desensitised knowing, to rule o’er us as their subjects and servants bowing to psychopathic trickery masters, and oh! the Wicked-wicked evilness becomes quite normalised.
Feeders Using Divide and Conquer nothing new when man fell under. Strategic terror pulling us blindly from pillar to post as double crossers subjugated towards reductional strife. We become less-than, weakened as chattel as our only route is slavery in this new century..For King and Country!
Polarised, oppositional & continuously transmittable, this Electric universe triggers from the first thought promoting activities drawing down to this third dimension. This gives rise to transformative conundrums, symbolising the way.
Truth binds authentic consciousness, triggering core divinity essential to wholeness, whereby without the sanctity of that wellness, ‘other’ worldly influences effect the containment and contractual agreements thus lowering Mans gateways. Blocks, stagnation, dis-ease ferments.
Man abilities are dependent on his willingness to practice self-awareness, trusting in himself alone, though when he puts his faith in others, external forces, benevolent or not, can become brow-beaten, abused, tossed aside, used in stolen whisperers from lower hidden debt collectors, telling us tales in globalist regales, as world history is her story, fan-dangled promoted misguided. Hive minds devour our every particle of faith in energy, propagating chaos as they suck our chi. We are not top of this food chain. This is our divine purpose to remember. They cannot follow this path. Man let go, surrender to higher power….
Man moving towards interfacing with the machine.
The Futurism is here..esoteric, man is God they say..so they follow the Devil..and forget All Morals….lusting in decay living off the loosh as we are considered their pray.
Man kind – know Thyself!
When know that things aren’t what they seem, we innately remember our journey man of self-discovery unfolding enthusiasm as our pointers, delivering willingness, knowing our essence, that is Man is as God does.
The Fifth dimension is now our new-earth, as Mother ascends her natural esoteric unfolding. We children are in alignment and faith overcoming the masters of trickery and malevolence. The usual suspects are one by one being outed by the on-By-ones.
This is The Great Awakening.
God is within all that is and love is our divine energetic blueprint. We are waking up to-exposing the threatening upside down reversed rhetoric. Man is pure potential pure love pure joy should he develop, dissolve from his separate reptilian brain. Hungry parasites, dead alive zombie lookalikes, lost their empathy genes pushing repetitive problem-reaction-solution every single time. However we are now awake! And Man doth awakes….and Satan quakes….the time is Now. Ascend, be thou apostle to all that is…Love and Kindness within…Gratitude practiced as we gently step into our power..remembering Who We Are.
I will never forget you o’ family o’ mine.
We are vital and conscious.
God is Love.
We are vibrating, transmitting to the past glories & sorrows of our forefathers… never forget all those men, families, horses that were deployed by half-men, half-truths, who fell for us to awake. The men in the First World War and all wars.
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Our potential form unique epigenetic-selves reach upwards leading to right thinking-doing. Our home abundantly alive, family friends, thrive with all that is, no longer discombobulated drudgery, and mindless thuggery!
Disclaimer: This particular blog has taken a lot of time to understand as this subject matter is huge. Please click on the blue highlights of where you will get to hear deeper diving narratives.
Agenda 21/30/50 is the language that relates to the International Government on Climate Change(IPCC), created by The United Nations (U.N) in 1988 by Maurice Strong and Evelyn Rothschild cementing the manufactured global crisis at the feet of man. The Green New Deal is the ‘buzz word’, but there is nothing green about it. Under the umbrella of this, a motivated shadow/deep state sharpens its knives as the U.N promises virtuosity. The process of virtual signalling the worlds main-stream players to identify the enemy as fossil fuels replacing it with decarbonisation by installing fear, scarcity, lack and revolt by our leaders or usual suspects and their games. The Pay out will be huge as this Fourth Industrial technology wet dream is on its march under the ubiquitous banner of ‘saving the planet’. The rich and powerful Oligarchs have decided that we are going communist as the countryside becomes designated for nature, and forms of energy are being transferred to combat ‘climate change’. Public/private are there to make sure it happens with a massive scaling down of fossil fuels.
Carbon Dioxide. 3D. Carbon Dioxide Causing Global Warming XXL
The vision is to hive everyones minds into living in ‘better resourced’ urban populations. Each and everyone, unless you are very rich, will be living on top of each other in mega-regions, with all our cellular and communication systems chipped and pinned. Cash will be a thing of the past as all our transactions will be collected, credit scored and surveilled.
The airwaves are being ramped up as we speak, with the unseeing eyes of Artificial Intelligence (AI) ruled by algorithms, satellites and external wireless supremely watching, listening and knowing our every thought and action. Don’t worry though, with Gates, and Soros at the helm of this Technocratic kingdom, we will starve and die through their next level of finger licking crimes against humanity. 5G is the next generation and this story has changed daily, because the players are getting clumsy and we the people, are waking up quickly.
This is the Green New Deal (GND) that is falling off the lips of anyone green and allegedly serene. Already the modern crusaders bleat their masters messages ‘We only have 12 years left’. The time-lines are poised for the reset button of 2030. A meaningful date in the shadow state.
It really began to show up in 2004 as the race to accelerate and greenwash business and the public under a blanket of ethical resurgence. Wind & Solar the energy sector heavily subsidised and expectantly waiting in the wings.
Who are The United Nation (U.N) and what is Agenda 21 and the Intergovernmental on Climate Change. (IPCC). The U.N formerly The League of Nations, began from a long line of secret cabalistic clubs. Its message to act as peace keepers making pacts with The USSR, USA, Western Europe, Australia and Canada in 1944. I have included an extraordinary documentary with Dan Happel, an American Montana farmer/landowner, whose excellent front-line research join-up the dots delivering his excellent lecture taking place right under our noses. The U.N. are not what we think which tie into The IPCC with manmade anthropogenic emissions destroying our planet interlocked with the shadowy arms of the most powerful men on earth pushing for a One World Order. Happel has created a remarkable and intuitive historic case highlighting the deep states ruse for power transference not seen since the Second World War and even The Industrial Revolution. Nefarious cloak and dagger strategising to push this Agenda 21 now 30, using fake science and resource conservation to justify unimaginable control of every single thing we use spearheading propaganda in the guise of Environmentalism. This is Agenda 21 and the Green New Deal blew me out of my bubble, and my story thus began.
In 1992, The Rio Earth Summit in Brazil, grabbed the Worlds Media, with coveted invited Globalists & lobbyists. Canadian-Communist Oil billionaire, former General Secretary to the U.N, Maurice Strong, and The Club of Rome, planned a long time ago to trigger buttons emotionally pulling out the card of man-made pollution shaming and guilting the average Jo.
Rockerfella, Rothschild, George Soros and all the ‘usual suspects’ at the top of the chain gang flew in 30 000 delegates, paid, and catered for. Actions were agreed and in came the `forums’ on Climate Action policies using Delphi techniques, a former communist system (1938) to gain ‘consensus’ by the people tasking us with the illusion of choice, however with the same outcomes.
By 1997, The Kyoto Treaty in Japan was agreed to speed up the messages relating ‘global warming’ and the club grew quickly with businesses and governments signing up to this green spirited era. By the 2,000’s, I was one of them and followed in earnest to do my bit. Volunteerism led with glossy appeals to sign up on to acts demonstrating your companies commitment to the cause as iso14001/18001 rolled out for SME’s. Corporate Social Enterprise (CSR) sprang up quickly educating and informing the duplicitous message that man is the common number one enemy. The Anti-humanism era was ushered in.
I myself, with my cousin suddenly found ourselves in the heart of the IPCC web, pushing their agenda’s in our own version in turning companies from grey to green. I began to calibrate and grasp the carbon foot-printing myth & language running Parties for Purposes, raising awareness in the environment, bringing people together. I thought it was fantastic and swallowed up the whole green menu served under the auspices of the UN’s IPCC anthropogenic man-made global warming targets and supposed real evidence based science. Little did I know.
“Since I am [not] affiliated with any organization nor receiving any funding, I can speak quite frankly…I remain skeptical…The…claim that man’s release of GHGs is [causing] warming is based almost entirely upon climate models” Atmosph.Scientist, Dr Joanne Simpson, ex NASA
Parties For Purposes (pfp) had a great run from 1997 -2009. From our brilliant Eat Organic Save our Planet in Bonnington Cafe from 97-2002 to Where Do All Our Plastic Bags Go at The End in 2000.
Where Do All Our Plastic Bags Go? 2000
By 2005, PFP created a cutting edge tool Grey to Green implementing strategic and very easy steps to genuinely changing your life covering energy, waste, travel/transport, health and wellbeing, biodiversity and sustainable procurement. Not forgetting 11 Community radio shows with Girls From The Green Stuffa fun offshoot covering cool to care subjects from Hemp to ethical fashion, local, seasonal, allopathic v complimentary methods and anything to do with alternative structures improving the quality of ones understanding of taking care of your choices. Greening up companies etc, was a privilege in my opinion and gave me a lot of food for thought in how today, the green movement ideologies and spinners have become extremist in their approach and yet I know some of their causes mirror mine as the top of the pyramid corporations continue to wreck havoc with nature and human health whilst dominating the market place with cheap, saturated, chemically covered additives and flavours, colourants, and all the baddies that make us addicted and sick. My way is to educate the individual and switch practices to cleaner, fairer, and probably more expensive quality foodstuffs and holistic medicines. I’ve always say: “You are what you eat”.
By 2009, something struck me deep in my belly and I couldn’t take another minute of me regurgitating practices as I began to feel fraudulent. I love travel, and sometimes planes hit the spot. I began to lose my faith in the green movement becoming disenchanted and disillusioned by the carbon neutral game. Offsetting felt iffy wth business as usual and nice websites green washed with behavioural influencers flaunting their green credentials. Guilt money set aside to give to Woodland projects or wells in Africa. Consciously creating false claims of doing their bit.
What was really being asked in this Agenda 21?
The White paper in June 1992 `”A sustainable world in the 21st century” covering all the planning on catastrophic global environmental issues facing mankind and the blue print for a sustainable 21st century chaired by the Under Secretary General of UNCED Maurice Strong. Strong a committed Communist who currently lives in China, says “ It is clear that current lifestyles and consumption patterns of the affluent middle class involving high meat intake consumption of large amounts of frozen and convenience foods, use of fossil fuels, ownership of motor vehicles and small electrical appliances at home and air-conditioning are not sustainable”
Fossil fuels have promoted our energy use to extraordinary highs, however we do need to be more aware of what we are buying into. When I was a girl, there was a sense of pride in something lasting a life time, today, no chance. Everything has been predicated on a false economy with goods in fast fashion as quickly as fast chuck away. This does cost the earth and does need monitoring. I have always argued that cradle to grave and back again is where the gold in society lies. Plough to Plate. Farm to Fork.
The 20th century brought us mass images and perspectives of how the world is defined in books, films, documentaries, magazines, advertising, education, welfare, industry, and innovation. We had it all, and boy, what a ride! However today, we are no longer encouraged to be better humans in spiritual terms. Fast fad ‘new ageism’ and spiritual by-passing more the thing the kids tend to do. Climate change pushes a purpose to Save The Planet and replacing our natural family nurturing.
Meanwhile China, India, Africa, Brazil, are producing the worlds tat, cheaper too.
The U.N. is a Global shadow state, that has no affiliation with the individual or Sovereign countries with its sole purpose to run the world emphasising Global Governance to Local Systems with a supposed peer-led claim that 97% of Scientists agree to man-made emissions accelerating global warming..or cooling! What a joke!
Al Gore became the front man of CO2, earning millions as he hypothesised his end-games that unless we don’t change our approach to carbon fossil fuels, we will all be under water about now. Winter and snow a thing of the past. An Inconvenient Truth(2006) spouted a lot of dialogue that condensed theories from the IPCC and science communities that a very near threat was imminent if we didn’t change our whole way of living. His message: carbon is the ‘invisible enemy’
However his analysis was wrong as no one has yet died of climate change or weather.
A nefarious plot was on the march and in acceleration mode as the Bigger Picture unravelling.
The GND is top down, as a regional, federal unelected boards, push us out of the countryside, privatising and stealing our lands, the same in the coastal regions to protect nature, save it by creating subgroups tendered and paid for by consensus and heart string pulling. These subjects look good on paper, but in reality, we will be barred from them because the environmental issues are superior and above the common man. The numerous wilderness Bills pushed through congress are here with: The Wild-lands Project-The Clean Water Act….The Clean Air Act,The Antiquities and National monuments Acts, The National Grasslands Act (fee roaming bison), The Endangered Species Act & Large predator reintroduction to name but a very few.
Interconnecting Wild corridors designed to cleverly remove private farmers, landowners, small holders, anyone really scratching to live off the land as this push to move us all into concentrated urban camps, or mega-regions with public transport, driverless cars only, roads reduced down to tracks left un-loved. Energy restrictions all under ‘saving the planet’. Goods and services will fail as going to market will be phased out through high costs of diesel forcing you out of your lands and farms/small holdings into full surveilled monitored and controlled high density cities, with eyes on the street deputising adjunct as the war on terror is the war on you. And dreadful Genetic Modified Organisms as the food of the elites served to us, whilst they eat organic.
Mega Regions..the blue is where we will be moved to
The Globalists planning departments
Here they are in 1968..
5G SMART Cities
How business works
A must read..
The Wildlands coming
Driverless Cars
Cell Towers
The GND plan
MegaRegions GND Agenda 30 SMART IoT
Who’s behind the Green New Deal?
Until we find a way to curb the private federal reserve created in 1913 with amendments in 1933, we are their prey. However no man, or island, can continue these malpractices in the name of greed, glut and entitlement. They are the pay masters or Oligarchs deep in their pay for play monopolies running 5 Largest run Inc’s in the world – The Media top down, Big Pharma, Big War (Military Industrial complex, Big Ag, Big Tech, whilst hedging bets on our energy and emotions. They feed off of our symptoms that are causally predicated by events world-wide coupled with crippling angst, to keep us enslaved, entrapped by ridiculous games that are played. We are their pawns, however the good news is, we have discovered them, due to Pandora’s box being opened in the last century as the internet exploded in our homes giving us history, empowerment and much much more. Circular systems crooked and bent.
THE PLAYERS
We are drowning under fear porn from the mainstream media, educators, scientists, Central Banks and the globalist world elites promoting continuous scarcity models, imagery and fakery as Climate Alarmism escalates and the perception deception now hits us all. Bankster Mark Carney at The U.N on his opening talk describing his ‘eco’ plans to ignore companies that use fossil fuels, whilst benefiting with cash hand outs, those that don’t. The Agenda 21/30 is being ramped and manipulated by totalitarian mad-men.
George Soros is behind Every Single Colour Revolution destroying Democracy and creating Socialism Communism Fascism and now Eco-Alarmism using the children…..
George Soros is banned from at least 6 countries including his native Hungary. A money bags billionaire-extremist who is notoriously known for his Colour Revolutions. He is well known for his activities with his father as a 14 year old in the Second World War for stealing Jewish property after their expulsion to the Camps. He runs the Atlantic Council and has fingers in all anti government systems such as Antifa, Me Too, Black Lives Matter, Transgender/humans, eugenics and pretty much all Identity Politics. He hates American/Western values and wants to destroy our freedoms whilst changing us to socialist communist fascist and our demise. He is power mad and the world knows it.
Extinction Rebellionare on his payroll. This movement has been socially engineered to disrupt whilst keeping our eyes off the main prize –Big Technocratic SMART and its 5G systems of control.
No coincidences – there is the symbol of the Bones men – 3022
When I first heard about XR and the bridges demonstration, I was intrigued but my higher power eerily anxiously gas lighted me and something seemed out of balance. I began digging and finding out who was behind XR. Everything you need to know go and listen to this great information site: Windows on The World, a thoroughly well researched journalist who digs deep. Also the internet and other seekers and researchers also knew inherently that this XR movement had iffy connotations. Back in 2014 another Soros funded anonymous group called Occupy, a similar organisation pushed to end capitalism and place all the blame at the top one percenters. (ironic!).
XR is not cool and is most assuredly not a grassroots movement as touted. How can it be when it pays its protesters? Unheard of in my day!
It’s messages are to underpin a sense of social radicalisation whilst arguing that the world is coming to end by weather and climate, unless we take up their position. These agitators are riled up by false science using children to propel their myths. Roger Hallam & Gail Bradbrook with their comrades, refuse to engage in anything but their singular-pointed demands. Their mandate is to Tell the Truth, by any means, disrupt airports, city town-centres, streets and bridges using highly colourful tactics in the name of civil disobedience whilst telling the worlds media that unless we stop fossil fuels, we are on course to destroy the lives of millions. And with 16 year old Greta Thunberg, the chosen one, with her family rooted in fabled Swedish skulduggery. Her Great x3 grandfather came up with the slogan: global warming.
By 2025, Extinction Rebellion expect oil, gas, petrol, plastic, and chemicals in our current day to day norms, to be phased out. This will mean starvation. And complete blackouts in electric, gas central heating, hot water, and all the usual mod cons, we have become accustomed to. Nice one! They are pressing for a People’s Assembly’s to push forward their demonisation of everything and anything to do with carbon.
The Science
Unreliable heavily subsidised Wind & Solar Farms cost a lot to produce from carbon and will not provide enough energy requiring Back-up power stations.
Climate Change is the New Religious indoctrination in a morally bankrupt system.
Michael Mann’s NOW defunct Hockey Stick; that the consensus is verbatim as the gatekeepers et al, keep the illusion trucking willing Scientists on the U.N payroll exponentially continuing propagandising whilst omitting our Great Star which is now going into a Grand Solar Minimum that effectively is cooling earth as we speak.
The primary goal of the Paris Climate Accord — the reduction of atmospheric carbon dioxide — is nothing less than genocide against all plant life across our planet.
That’s because all plants depend on CO2 for their very survival.
So why CO2? Surely we know CO2 as the basis of all life for plants.
Humans attempting to eliminate CO2 from the atmosphere is equivalent to some evil, fictional “plant demon” attempting to eliminate oxygen from the atmosphere, causing the mass asphyxiation of the entire human race. Just as eliminating oxygen is genocide against humans, eliminating carbon dioxide is genocide against plants.
Fossil fuels and the combustion engine transformed every single thing known to man. Fossil fuels are renewable. Forests, woodland, trees are absolutely key carbon sequestration’s answer to capping the cooling not heating. If we decarbonise, plants will cease to grow, any gardener knows the secret life of plants. Everything is a resonance of vibratory quantum holograms. Music, meditation and mindful are key to self-care and harmonic well-being.
The Globalists agenda has been designed to create false flags under EMOTIONALISM, problem – reaction – solution propaganda with their buddies, the duplicitous paid Useful Idiots, the CIA Main stream Mockingbird media pushing the real agenda – communitarianism, by repeating climate change alarmism to frighten the children and by any means using the far left/right paradigms of self righteousness.
Climate is a Smoke Screen for The Trojan Horse creeping in:
5G
Robots, Quantum technologies with 5G, will override jobs, manufacturing, services and products, as they will no longer need us. What will we do?
Depopulatewhilst profiteering…We have become negative energy/equity .
THE REAL AGENDA
AGENDA 21 & ICLEI (THE WILDLANDS) –
What is ICLEI – The International Council for Local Environmental Initiatives that is the major driving force for ‘SMART Growth” policies throughout the United States & the World. ICLEI programs have been implemented in 550 American cities.
ICLEI uses the slogan “Global to Local Action Plans” and incorporates highly collectivist central planning concepts that were developed in the Soviet Union during the 1950’s and 60’s….stack and pack housing projects located next to major transportation hubs that eliminate the use of private transportation. In Essence cites become islands of intense human activity in a sea of pristine natural wilderness areas that are off limits to average citizens.
Homes are getting smaller and a global elite push to privatise the countryside, and coastlines, is in the planning, known as ICLEI, with a significant drop in the population as we move towards supposed ‘sustainable’ living. We will be monitored daily, checked for our energy usages, and fined accordingly, all under the premise of saving the planet. Meanwhile The Elites will be living it large, living in luxury by the beaches and in the forests, flying in their planes, and not changing jack crap about their energy usages. Fear mongering that sea levels are rising, is simply not true, but buried as the CIA MSM keeps playing the same record.
The Green New Deal is co-oped private/public partnership to make a lot of dosh whilst making sure we live in a matrix nightmare designed as ‘Liveable cities’.
Starbucks, Pret A Manger, Greggs; the usual ubiquitous businesses will be the only thing left and small business will be a thing of the past. Its already here with cash machines and Banks closing leaving us with no options but to have credit and debit cards, or SMART phones.
WARNNG WARNING WARNING…!
SMART SMART SMART…traceable, trackable, and happening now as cell towers beam short wave microwave millimetre zaps back and fourth downloading, uploading, recording, listening, all our DATA. No longer free to be who we are meant to be. https://smombiegate.org
Directed Energy Weapons, 5G, Cell Towers and Microwave War fare….all being sold on our televisions, in our ads, in the street, as the Fifth Generation SMART GENERATION. Wake up folks.
Consensus is the key watch word. Chuck your SMART phones away. Change your codependency pattering. Educate yourself and think well of yourself.
millimetre cooking machines pulsating into our blood brain barriers..
Tree trunks will be normal…
I’d even go further DITCH THE SMART PHONES! Meanwhile the elites do not let their children have SMART bio-weaponry hanging around them.
“The common enemy of humanity is man. In searching for a new enemy to unite us, we came up with the idea that pollution, the threat of global warming, water shortages, famine and the like would fit the bill. All these dangers are caused by human intervention, and it is only through changed attitudes and behavior that they can be overcome. The real enemy then, is humanity itself.” – Club of Rome, premier environmental think-tank, consultants to the United Nations
We are all under the watchful DATA harvesters, they have it all, and cleverly they got it through giving us free Googlemail, Free Facebook, Free Social Media, What’s Ap, SnapChat, Instagram and on it goes. We flock to these devices and are eager to share our gains, wins, losses and other in this hyper-matrix military industrial complex saga as the official age of microchips or implants is now gaining traction.
And so…..Let us all educate and Say No! To the plotters planning to enslave, entrap and move us into their horrible Hunger Games vision with credit scoring on all our transactions…F****K That…..!
Our home is Homeostasis. Clean air, clean water, abundance and prosperity to all men, not just a handful. Beautiful clean foods with remedial outcomes from internal practice.
LETS GET BACK TO OURSELVES- COMMON LORE- NATURAL LORE…!
In a nut, you couldn’t make this up.
And finally, there is so much more I could add, this is not an easy read, however it had to come up and out, because I have seen the writing on the wall, and with Plato’s allegory of the psych in the cave of shadows as our mind plays wondrous vivid and deceptive tricks; we make judgements that are illusionary.. I have been controlled a lot, by external/internal influences; stepmother, farm, sex, drugs, rock n roll, hormones, needs, desires, wants,whims, not good enough, less than, fleabag, name calling and much more as the unfolding path secretes hot and cold logic coupled with right-thinking, inspirations, depressions, all in a single cell of resonance upon and within the seeking spirit that is attached in the third dimension as we know it, whilst this earth, this mother, father, brother, sister, and human family evolves through the quagmire, soil, water, mineral, air, ether, blood, chi, electrolytes, quarks, buzzing, shining, dying, living, surviving, willing, dependent on the very nature of man’s nurture with this cosmos. Ha! With all its guilty pleasures, and shameful parts we play from early on, guided to our current awakening, as challenging it may seem, we seek towards our own affirmation of Who Am I, grappling I fall, pick myself up from hurt, and burst fourth into the open, breaking free of the notion, that I was being programmed to be something else. I woke up, and I kept seeking, researching, questioning, demanding, asking, Who Are The Controllers Behind The Masks?
Humans are naturally in a state of happiness and purpose. All these controllers want our innate vibrations of love, entwined in tenderness, kindness, empathy. I often talk about that particular thing I have noticed growing up with very odd people, who lack love and compassion. They seem to be missing their Devine genes of empathy. The Hierarchies and blue bloods with all their land, houses, estates, wealth – are they truly happy living in their gated communities sucking on our soulular grounding LOVE that is ALL that is…..I wonder….
LOVE CONQUERS ALL. SELF CARE LEADS TO SELF AWARENESS thus UNLOCKING BOTH THE DARK AND THE LIGHTNESS OF BEING. Amen.
Terry Boardman lecturing how the operators in History are contextualised by skulduggery, The Ancients, gnostics and conscious contrast. 2015 Terry Boardman introduced me to how The First World Wars happened and what the real causals were. Completely different to what I was taught in History at School and even with all the Mainstreams. He highlights the Free Masonics, Jesuits, church and occults.
THANK YOU.
“THE further a society drifts from the truth, the more it will hate those that speak it.” – George Orwell
THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.
Carbon Dioxide. 3D. Carbon Dioxide Causing Global Warming XXL
Monday 3rd June… Donald Trump and his wife Melania are here in London and will be meeting with the Queen with the usual pageantry. Of course the BBC 4 broadcasting is as ever biased, not really impressed with this state visit and certainly suggested that the Leader of The House, John Berkow, would much prefer to meet the Leader of communist China than our closet allies…I am totally not bothered one way or another anymore, viewing politics as a snakes den, with men and women do-gooders who line their pockets to causes in the lobbying stakes that suits their boots. However I am much happier knowing Trump is waking the world up with his usual rants, and tantalising displays of not rolling over for the opposition party of America which is thoroughly steeped in Klu-Klux Klan history and slavery and so much worse. One only needs to look in to the bowels of Hillary Rodham Clinton and her pals to feel the lies and war mongering that is hers and hers alone. Look and remember the great injury she created in killing Colonel Gaddafi, a man who was in love with the West and also had some super things going on to ensure clean water for that deserted country…The country is in a mess with mass immigrants fleeing and moving towards our shores.
And then we have all the skullduggery that amounts to a huge lot of 70 years of CIA MKultra and now that 5G is switched on via the new LED lighting systems in our streets, we simply need to keep alert, healthy, non-plussed in all the events taking place to harm with radiation and Electro-magnetic Frequencies…so I am going to buy a Q-link pendanthttps://www.shopqlink.com/ that Scotties Tech Info show feels could be pretty good in supporting ones effort in this directed energy weapon matter of the heart.
They have been around a long time from about 1991…a cracking year for me…..bumping into Colin Angus ex bf, can you believe it, but yeah, sigh, I loved the musicians including this one for a deep insight as a girlfriend in that exceedingly great year for me running Spacetime in the East End Cable Street Art Studios. A time for the youth to dress down in large longsleeves with motifs of smiley emblems, as cheesy quavers, acid housers and free partyers clashed as tribes tha culminated in Castle Mortan 1992 that brought down our fantasy escape land dances where all and everyone melted and greeted to dance the whole night away in those fields, factories and churches under one sun.
A time without no mobile phones…no major technology though a great album came out under Warp Records from Sheffield called Artificial Intelligence..of which I have just bought…
I shall be cycling to my dog job and then onto Gregory’s as we are preparing for a little festival in Bath this weekend that I have absolutely no idea where and what I am going to, only that dear Anita, my great shamanic healer friend is coming with, and that it will be eye-opening to one who likes to just get to somewhere, not knowing quite what is happening. Gregory will be speaking on his favourite topic, The Sun, and how the earth is completely in honour of our nearest Star that keeps the weather and all life flowing, ebbing, moving, changing, continuously impermanence to all that is the wonder of life. Of course you can’t say that to those pesky United Nations people who rarely talk about the Sun, preferring to get humanity fighting amongst each other under that usage of fossil fuels, which is renewable, which is self explanatory and which keeps all our brilliant lives fuelled and made from the Sun, the water, the carbon dioxide and the carbon cycle….however anyone who knows me, a former environmental consultant, can see the Agenda 21/30 fury being played out on the landscape of which is to totally tax our every movement under the guise of Climate destruction, of which is killing us all….No it is not.
We are carbon, our plants pour out oxygen as they take in carbon and which we would all be dead without this miracle of life. Still the usual cultural shapeshifters are pushing their mass breech to own, entrap, and gullibly take all our freedoms under the climate change hoax of the century. Yes we should stop chopping down the rainforests, virgin forests, indigenous landscaped to plant GMO corn, and Palm Oil…that is a given….And actually focus on the tight nit Bilderberg, BIS, and the duplicioutous inter-relationship of major corporations like Unilever, Deutsche Bank, The Bank of England, The Crown Privy minxers, Heinz, Bayers-Monsanto, Kraft, and all major industrial food complexes that unite in mining, chopping, drilling, polluting, evicting and other in the Great push for more and more land resources to fill the coffers for HedgeFunders, Banksters, and those pesky top 1% percenters who run the huge rackets conflicting with our Great Mother Earth. Habitats lost under the weight of human and industrial manipulation. However the puppet war masters push our shifts to eachother as though each human is just a meat bag of consumption to dally, play with and kill via a long game written in the the late 19th century under a scheme that is eugenics and very well laid to bare, should one go and look.
Meanwhile, lets get in Controlled Opposition forces such as Extinction Rebellion to allow the false war drums beat upon the streets of London under the watchful pushers of Gail Bradbook, George Barda, former controlled opposition Occupy leader, and some unknown actor called Roger Hallum, a typical ponce of an intellectual other public schooling that dulls you into agreeing with his intellectual barbwire….Enough of this!
I am learning to take myself off their radars, off the UN IPCC, and such rotters! All lining their 5G SMART cities future packages as though it were a wonderful idea to get us out of the countryside and into the stack and pack, chip and pin dystopian……
It is a sunny and fine day out there…the weather has been glorious other than the infuriating Geo-Engineering covering the once great skies with criss crosses and tail offs, not water vapour, rather, Strontium, aluminium, Barium and other ghastly new world ordering orders to keep us dull, dehumanised and creepily non threatening. And yet we are all being threatened under the weight of mass psy-opping.
You got to be thick-skinned these days to remain an independent,indigenous, individual sort of jolly these days. Or I’m another girl on Another planet!
The 5 Big giants in tech Gulag mass spying social engineering systems are hell-bent on keeping us entertained, entrained, enslaved & placed in pens.
Norfolk Broads…
After my day trip to Norfolk last week to have my palms read by world-class John Fensham as he explained my innate cosmic Air hands
to being of huge sensitivity as my demeanour is that of a harbinger bird fluttering from here to there in higher lands up in the skies & that Air hands are In-tune with spiritual matters however my hands are also water divining instruments & body working is essential which works with my therapeutic stance that is my greatest self-serving act of believing in free thinking regardless of race, creed, faith etc & my purpose to wake me up! And that my intuition is huge gift with my Appolo Ring finger divine! Ha!
The point I’m making in my first paragraph is this:
Trump blasted the whole auditorium at the United Nations was genius. I love the way he stands up against The Globalists Agenda. Period. He is tearing up the Skull Duggery purgatory tax fiddling nations & in transparency! Hoorah! I pray he doesn’t get taken down like Kennedy.
We are all under fire today as the mainstreams are refusing to talk about Q & despise Trumps Tweets. I totally got into tweet world even though Jack Dorsey, fat cat owner is struggling with his narrative because the giant 5 Big Gulag techs are deciding who goes on these platforms and who doesn’t.
1984
Wake up people… stop living in low vibe land, eating mass processed foodstuffs, vaccinating your babies, limping along, in this codex alimentary war. Turn off the Main Stream Monopolies. Read 1984.
Our food is dis-eased, our water fluoridated, our air spewed with chem trails & our soils sprayed with hundreds of chemicals. It’s a lie. It’s psychotic & it’s extremely despotted & by this I have a wave of Haters convinced I’m mad. Hated for being an individaul non lefty, or non righty…just in betweeny!
I no longer bother with Mass pys-ops Zuckerberg & al platforms as the algorithms look out for words like: Trump, GMO’s, Zionism, Terrorists
And anything that goes against the Globalists Mass Eugenics War on mankind.
Bill Gates, George Soros, Sir Geoffrey Pattie, Lord Malloch-Brown, SERCO & the Internet Of all things are behind the hideous world Globalist crimes. I highly suggest you do your own R&D.
These mass propaganda mechanisms are droning and cloning the masses into a huge weaponised false narrative.
Me? I’m an environmentalist & totally dancing to high vibes of source, God of my innate being and local, organic & seasonal.
I totally am done with following Duopolies that demand you choose one or the other. I would rather eat my shit than pay to play with thieves, murderers, liars, pedo’s & destroyers of our beautiful landscapes & indigenous humanity.
Meaning I’d be happy if we all returned to local permaculture practices & self prevention in our medicinal fields of consciousness .
And the worse joke of all is We Pay for our demise.
The psychotic system is freaking out, panicking and the rats are jumping ship.
Those under spotlight are singing like canaries as the world wakes up from a massive 70 year campaign of horrific dumb downing. Zombie numbing. De-sensitising. As Normalisation of transhumance & transgendering hit the young innocents.
George Soros sponsoring the New World ordering – backing Me Too, LBGT, Black Lives Matter, take care, pull the curtain back & look! Soros is banned from his own nation- Hungary.
Both Soros & Carlos Slim who owns The New York Times, are funding the Colour Revolution paying for protesters like those odd bods in Antifa & wanting disruption against anyone who thinks outside of the box.
These nefarious man are in the business of lying, stealing, murdering, dividing, conquering, through the dark arts of honey potting, black mailing, kiddy fiddling using cloak & dagger skull duggery.
Trump is the real deal bringing back jobs, industry & the military. He is not an enemy of the people.
No matter what the poison minds of mass media say. They are paid shills.
The play for players – pedostate, pedowood- Hollyweird and human grooming traffickers are being found out, the light is on them as The CEOs run for their lives.
Bill Cosby, Weinstein, Spacey, Keith Rainer, Alison Mack are the first big ones to get caught… watch Epstein, the Clinton’s, Podesta’s, Obama’s, Bushes & those great actors fall into a different spot light. They are panicking as are The Crown privy MI6 crew here. The 5 Eyes & all the clowns.
Game on. And Watch observe how the lame stream media on both sides, continue mass hatredness to anyone who is not a Deepstate, Globalist shadow entity.
As a child who was abused by my family, I know PTSD. I’m a survivor &
In times a thriver.
Watch out.
We’re waking & finally ascending from the murky swamp. Ta
Right readers and Mia Manners, yes that’s me, that’s you, that is humanity and all things that are interrelated, interdependent. I sit here warm, enthusiastic and aware that I am PART of this earth and that my task in coming back, was to jolly well unleash the beautiful unbridled, passionate parts of myself as I grow through my pain, and I become more awake whilst my rampant child like self-will tantrum from time to time, wishing to keep me in a fixed state of survival and not much else. I remember when I came to earth all those years ago, that somewhere inside of me, was an innate record of why and how I should unfold in this plane of planes and become the strong, female of the rooted species of which I belong and the bridging of how I came to choose through the great Gods and Goddesses of our making and become a unique individual, sovereign and fine on my own divine path, creating my own chaos and order in an impermanence of play. Phew that’s a monologue!
I was born in the Age of Pisces still, meaning Jesus Christ our beloved hippy founding on Son of God, whom gave us all permission to become Gods and Goddesses and rise out of our love of materials and worshipping outside of ourselves, He, Jesus gave us alongside the great other enlightened bodies, like Buddha, Lao Tao, Aristotle, Plato, Hari-krisna and so on..us all permission to be sovereign souls walking, waking, and all supporting each other, not killing, dividing and conquering as we have seen over the past few thousand years.
Of course, this is great news for all and every sentient being, but for some that would be way to unconditional and easy…what everyone can become a God and Goddess? NO no, said some, and those that said no, were the leading lights, the Kings and Queens, The Masters of Manipulation, Authorities and Religious supreme spiritual ordering types, all vying for the titles and deeds of Mothers Earths natural resources to keep those power houses topped up and in league with the devil of a certain specific attention to detail in the laws and secret societies and of course in the past three hundred years we are right enmeshed in the Materialist Scientists who felt that nature was nothing really but to be plundered for profit, greed and insanity in Banking Dynasties all in bed shagging each other, hiding behind their paid members of fighting historic industries all hell-bent on keeping their acts of bloodletting, money laundering and lending in the name of dark arts. Of which now we are beginning to see the timelines split as pedophilia, ritualistic players and top down Elites are the baddies in this time in human awakening.
The Ancient Cultural Wisdoms of Great Magnitude, that held the keys to enlightenment were suppressed, chased down, and so pushed away from the ordinary folks, farmers, artists and such like that cared for the Celtic traditions, the community, the open seasonal cycles, spiralling cosmical in a living landscape, within the wonder of the nature of its indigenous people’s, tribes, inherent cultures al interdependent on our home and the earth that we all love, called Mother Earth.
And then those wars. The horror, the grief of the twentieth century – the one that really changed man, and cut his heart out, The First World War, whole villages, of men, brothers, fathers, sons, husbands, lovers, poets, carpenters, skilled men, unskilled men, boys, were killed in a war that was led behind the lines, far-far away in the secret cabals of secret societies, men in lodges, men who ran the banks, men who leant monies to make the machines, the bombs, and whip up ‘National Pride’ in gathering armies, in going over the top, and in the barbarism, the blood-letting, the awful horrid unseen like psychopaths who rely on us, the strange men without hearts for each other who kept rising up for their continued masked covert games, as they spread their wide nets through the killing fields, reaping rewards in death, terror, grotesque horror all reliant on the age-old arts creating enemies out of men,children, women, nations, into divisive, all-conquering, nationwide false flag wavers in well-practiced environments of repeated, established scenarios.
This for me, these darkest days before the brightest dawn of the shadowy consciousness that now sweeps across the world from the same well rehearsed pom games of poisoning our minds with the alt right and alt left narratives, dividing us up, conquering us as slaves as we continue to battle under the banners of choosing left or right cos otherwise the bogeyman is coming to get you…leading us to The Separation Rhetoric of the Secret Societies that now we recognise in the sayings of illuminati, or Bilderberg, or Roma 300, or plain Banking families who keep us in constant poverty consciousness, scarcity, fear mongering, and on it goes as my Aunty Shelia would say.
Inner Free Wheeling Journey of Individual Wonderment! But first there’s that Birth Certificate we sign and agree to give up our FREE WILL
However this journey, I have been on for many eons, years, months, minutes, hours, are now on timelines that no longer interest me, have all led me to my inner free wheeling journeying of self discovery.
I turned and faced my inner demons, my inner child, my innerself in all my acts and downfalls in recalibration, discombulaton and then open surgery on grief, that gave me the tools to transfigure and learn about love, and how abusive I had held onto those behaviours or my repeating characters such as my own inner tyrant telling me how I was useless, a story given to me by my father, and my mother telling me the bond was broken many years ago, which was harrowing in itself, as to not have my own mother, how did that impact on the Great Mother? And of course Aunty Binks, the neglectiful step mother who put me down at every turn.
HA! Then the systems we grow up in, school, Police, Law and Order, all authoritarian figures in their shadowy old books, their hands in all the pots & pies, the fields, and of course we AGREE to these systems from the minute we enter through and sign our signatures on the birth certificate, We then become enslaved to that law, made to captivate and keep us. I began to join up the dots, and in doing so, I realised the only way I would come up out of the rabbit hole, was by surrendering to God, to Mother Earth, to me, to me, to me, not to what I had always thought was what controlled me, my life, my outward bound story. I realised the unseen cabal, the blood letters, the chi energy stealers, the hoi polloi, the global agenda racketeers, were now rising up out of the depths of deep muddied water, out of the belly of the beast, out of my gut, and I was one of themand then ON to them. I could sense, I had been used, abused, and as I am that sort of human that has been here before, I could sense, that beast, the tyrant, the persecutor, the feeder, the enabler, the victim, the blame gamer, the told you so, those voices, those feelings, those dark old aged game of throne players, all wanting to keep hold of their power, at all costs, I began one by one, to face them, challenge that long-held played game. And in doing so, that voice began to stop and I began to become my own Author. There, twinkling in the sunshine was me always there, that little voice, that little lost voice, now focused towards right doing, right thinking, right being, with sincere work leading to my redemption and my resolution.
So Who are these unseens that make all the decisions and wreak havoc with us on a mass conscious level and then we, the individuals go about choosing which deity, God, group, club, religion, we choose to be on and so in that moment we trigger our efficacy upon a few well thought our indoctrination, planners, if you will, and hand all our power over to that system, society, club. This suggests we are born by birth in the great cosmic spirals and through our genetic, ancestral, heritage, we make a deal with God, to wake up and remember Who Am I, and then we get on with having all the good and bad luck, the homelessness, the rejection, the abandonment, the ectasy, the loss, the scarcity models, the abuse, the way we treat ourselves, the lack of faith in ourselves, in our trusting of our innate nature to all things sentient that lay within our intracellular systems and as we all become illuminated and self aware, we can unlock those dormant pathways.
And begin to set ourselves FREE into our-Cell-elves !
Intuition is my guide to all things that raise me upwards to self betterment that lead me to self-awareness..
This is ancient work that mankind needs remember, and then to start the deep self work, and start the process of wondering, questioning, feeling those feelings, letting them come up and not reacting, how and why in certain times of the day, the night, the this, the that, we, I , you, feel tired, sad, angry, frustrated, scared, fearful, mad, crazy, unhappy, hurt, addicted, and we are all seeking our purpose, our sense of order in a world out there, on the main stream, that depicts fear as its rule of thumb and for me, I have found that I had those entities living in side of me, in my gut, my solar plexus and sacral heart, and that those unseen, those unmentionables were totally living on my psyche, my body, my essence and would crave upheaval, mental and emotional mayhem, would love to feed off me in states of my own self fear perpetual nightmares and cycles of feeding. I was taken and used freely, however much duress by these unwelcome unseens loved to suck on my chi energy, parasitical being invited in so to speak, in my free will.
Once I began to surrender towards my own break downs, my own gods will, my own belief in my intuition that held me upwards every single time, though all the confusion, destruction, and self loathing, all parts of self; I began the process of self-examination, and down that rabbit hole I a-went. In the burrowing, and seeking, searching and freaking out, crying like a baby, waking bit by bit, dumping much about me, letting go, releasing, remembering, I came up from that rabbit hole and I found, I found, myself. I shook with joy, I chose to understand how it feels not to be seeking approval in all that I do, which was my biggest triggers, that disempowered and traumatically left me with gaping holes, and then the people pleasing, all that stuff and blame gaming, I unravelled and opened up to Gods Country, to Jesus, to Mary, to Mary Magdalena, to Green Tara, to Hatha, to my guides, to my angels, to my ancestors, to deepening and courageously I felt my old rebirthing techniques, I began to see, feel, hear, death as my birth and all the sex, drugs, drama, started to make sense, and I began to laugh, and discover the only thing that I was fearful of, was me.
I was scared of my own divinity, my own sovereignty, my own self love and ability to connect to source, to God, to Goddess, to angels, to Guides to Nature.
Into the Conscious Fields of Energy, ah sweet sounds, sweet smells, sweet feelings, sweet sites……sweet tastes…..Sweet life…leading me to..
My rooting accessibility began to unfold and clear and drop into the laps of my own place in the universe and I began to trust in the process of living.
David Attenborough on the most wonderful but heart breaking staple on the BEEB’s Blue Planet 2 said, “8 million tonnes per year are dumped out to sea”….yes a bugger of a lot and I am seriously wondering where we are all going to end up…and how did we get so mother fucking lazy that we are chronically killing ourselves and our beautiful planet…what is going on and who gets to keep making that fossil fuel shite that is causing so much horror world-wide and not only that, in our food chain its everywhere…no wonder when I came back this time, I had already developed a self-awareness to the destructive marching of greed and grim determination to keep wrecking earth, my home and yet I have passed on DNA ancestral blueprints of resonating energy that holds all records of life.
I came from an upbringing of shame, guilt, misogyny, cruelty and put downs. I was naturally being groomed to become a high res people please and seeker of approving. – perfect material for the unseens or archons.
Oh No! Where will all this plastic go after just one night in the Brixton Academy!
I thought I was a great mother up to now and yet I feel completely powerless in knowing how the current system is failing and the idea of supporting and waving flags for the hyper-matrix controllers, that require our free will agreeable to the system of ecological collapse and synthetic solutions to a male domination of old paradigm masters that have created through sheer force and hidden occultism a disregard for the health and wellbeing for future generations and our individual self-ability to adapt and become authentic in our gainful passion to soul seek-age as they thrust on their Free Masons, Deep State, Illuminati, Global Agenda mother fuckers…….
We are part of nature, part of that lore, part of that whole individual uprising, and to this do I offer my kin and baby girl a planet filled with nature, diversity, inspiration, community and a totally changed outlook to the current model we are all living under? What have I learned that can impart a strength that her being here is to come out and sweep away the old regime. It is a terrifying prospect and yet somehow, there is a new drum beating from a resonance that those who seek, find.
And so I think back to my own youth- was it any different? Were we just as hemmed in by commerce, and seeking stuff to consume to feed our fragile egos, insecurities. ..In our age there were no mobiles, plug-ins, Apps, gaming, well not really and it allowed for our telepathyand memory to serve us well as we used phone boxes, ran about the streets, lanes, countryside and parks, looking out for something, someone, some show how, and show up as we took on the new world of analogue, taping slowly, deliberately and the crackle and joy of vinyl being loaded up from Tower Records and others all now gone, books, tele-programming Top of the Pops, The Tube, John Peel, Radio Luxembourg with Beatle Hour on the hour, we had it all or so we thought following the light fantastic, kid talks in the play ground what was on Top of the Pops, all down to your own unique tastes. Of course looking back one feel’s the shadows, and lights, photographs, colours, smells, glimpses of a honey hazed pastoral and parochial past. There also seemed to be wildlife, insects, bees, life! In fact there were a lot of natural parts to play in our growing up.
And for me a hearth, a fire.. I was rather a helpless, haphazard, chaotic and went anywhere if someone suggested something. I was ready to go out into the world to make up my life, as I struggle to find Metta’s next stage in her life pathways of a mix of apprenticeships, college, 6th Form, grappling with what do you want to do?? Bumping, crashing, crying, and worrying as to what is it that she must do in order to live a full life? I had no clue that within a matter of months I would be kicked out of the farm, and pushed to find out who what and how do I live a life when my own parents asked me not once, what are you going to do? I knew I wanted to be an actress, and yet I managed by flight and fight to figure out once I came to London I had assets, imagination, youth, enthusiasm! I began an arduous and also wonderful campaign of collecting things, people, boys, parties, adventures, experimenting, squatting, new blasting open society came at a young, slender, auburn haired farmers daughter and yet that I did possess skills that offered up invitations as I cleaned and cooked, grew and learnt to feel my way towards a sparkly innovative illumination carrying sensory preceptors that matched mine. That I could safely lend my own willingness to educate in the unknown growing exponentially. By bringing my open natural countryside ways, I imprinted a newness in my own making and in the mid 80’s London had the magic and fear to push forward to cultural underground happenings. I continuously had all the ingredients to keep making things up as I went along, the recipe book was in itself, new, tribal, active, seeking, exploring, different to anything any of us of our generation, could really say, Woah! We went against the government, Thatcher and her crony capitalist mates on the make for all things privy and privileged.
I was homeless a hundred times or more, like the men I slept with, a hundred times and more, and I kept it going because I was horny, hormonal and mad for the attention. I swirled around a con-vortex that never gave up. Unlike my daughter today who stands in a different mould, though I birthed her, with new knowledge that I have opened in this plutonian era. She emulates all those qualities and defects, upgraded if you will and totally strong from my own standing of that age. Metta-Angel grounds allowing her lashes, questions, to alert my own lacks as she screamed: Mum, I dont know what the fuck I am doing and want to do in my life? School has let her down, her own ability to recognise that school is all about the results and not the teaching, the glorious old role to inspire and educate whilst real learning could happen..
It really started for me in 1987 – the year of the Harmonic ConvergenceAs I stood upon The Tor upon my 21st, I was given lessons to the importance of that unfoldment opening Ancient portals to Ageless Wisdoms promoting the end of the world as we knew. Dualistic patriarchal paradigms have been waning through the crack that opened on the darkest century of man and his entrapment to the Dark Arts against the Great Feminine Devine or Our Great Mother of All We Are, and to allow for full disclosure to expunge all the woundings of secret mastery occults coming to a shadowy surface upon a 25 year period known as the Nano years. This period leading to 2012, heralded Acid House, rave culture, the rise of the internet, data collecting and more dreadful skull duggery to come up and out. I digress. And I think the awakening of the man that seeks.
A time to grow up eventually, and find oneself out in the milieu of self. My generation in that period stopped drinking in lobbyist Public bars, and pubs, whilst we were in fields with fires, dancing together not at the stage but with each other in the wilderness of beats, drums, whistles, anywhere that would house music our chance meetings. Warehouses, churches, anywhere that was liberated by the spirit of the times to break away from convention and party like there’s no tomorrow, unsupervised, unlawful and energy shaping and forming to grow seeds of discontent to break down and open our aims as we met all different groups from class, backgrounds, in didn’t matter we were free motivated by dance, community and becoming our own Gods and Goddesses. We were all drawn together by those times that took a whole new crusade up to the calling arms as a whole new set of rules were here – our self determination for truth. We were powerful because we were mixing in different groups and dimensions depending our own unique trajectory.
Whilst the main stream continued and continues to align to common drudgery & monotony of status quo’s, insidious and lower vibes as the paper keeps printing and we keep believing that money, oil, are still worth worshipping; and the need to know that so long as I continue my unique navigator story that contains the seeds of ancient know-how that essentially create vital winds of change without borders, continuing with the promotion of love and kindness to all living things, then we all have that self germinating potential. We all have a duty to stand up and make high vibes for the rightious and break out from the gremlins, and soul suckers harvesting our indigenous humanity.
The time has come to let go of everything you think is true and hold dear to what you really innately already know, that the divine will of humanity and cosmic natural lore, resonates allowing a parent with a young adult the encouragement of seeking their own course without judgement and blame-gaming. Otherwise one will go simply mad!
I have plenty of talent and plenty to do and not to get caught up in Q posts,Q The deep grimy back stabbing state, duplicitous red and blue poli-ticks, and raise my consciousness to meet why I am here and who am I and not to be bothered in the blurry lines of mass media control, attached to mass pharma poisoning and mass intense food dumbing down programmes…rather to approach my life with my love for life, my keenness to express without who said what and when and to be truly authentic for my own safety and wellness…I do enjoy underground press, alternative media and other forms of inspirational narratives, but I do not stand by war mongers, deforesters, mass Pharma pushing, Mass Agri-intense destroyers of all creatures on this beautiful and rich biodiverse earth.
I do not stand by those who line their pockets by the blood and guts of children trafficking, exploitation of the masses through the media, and all things that ruin the land that we all come from. I am interested in harnessing my own wellbeing-ness by choosing what is right and what feels good, this being the sun, the wild and wonderful unpredictable weather, the way the elementals and seasons combine to grow up the food, the good unadulterated organic food, the seasonal and slow processing of growing and making, of knowing that the fruit in my jam this morning was picked by my own hand and made at home. To learn every day that it is a gift to be here. To appreciate what I have and NOT what I don’t. To keep working towards my greatest passions that are so embedded with my love for nature, that being little clods of grass in the verge at the edge of the road. That the flowers sprouting up ina city wall, are miracles. That we humans are so befuddled and dragged down by all the so called exciting stuff out there to be conquered, over come, with the constant thinking I must get that in order to feel this. That that of which is outside of ourselves is all just an illusion.
I am here. I have made it. I have come from afar but close enough to recognise that this is paradise. I have felt the cold hand of homelessness, of hunger, of being not good enough by my parents and peers alike. I have felt ashamed at my growing up as my fathers words still are at the front of my thinking – you nearly lost me the farm. I am aware that my mother was a victim and it carried deep with in my own thinking a lot. I am yet also so happy that in a strange way I have had the stories that are deeply sparkling in my electrons and magnetic feels of embodiment and sharp synapses that snap and uncurl great enthusiastic balls of potential. That even though my father was extremely cruel on many levels I survived and I loved my father so so much. That every kind word was to be held deeply in my heart for ever. And when my mother was happy, smiling around her beloved horses, and dogs, like I today with my wonderful God Dog job, I think of her. How animals were her success and joy in her vibration. Both my parents gave me nature and all the sentients of this multi magical planet. The parts I play in getting to know who Am I today, are that I recognise that taking mind altering foods and drinks do not work, that my own self reflections are based in the fear and love of making my own amends with and without others.
I have to say that things are unfolding fast and that I was initially going to write about my observations in Trumpism, I’ve been so enthralled with his narrative & as is to ask is Trump a troll for the New World Order and all the Deep state horrors or is he motivated to actually draining that stinky duplistic swamp?
And so I travelled down another rabbit hole that left me feeling very discombobulated, appalled and reeling that the deep state is foul, anti Mother Earth, and all sentient vibrations whilst low sucking lower archaic and archonic blood chi energy rely on other things trying to control through unconsciousness as their false gods attach insanely to great harvesting of humanity. Erghhhh get me away from that fourth dimension!
That we know deep down, in our bellies that the world is not what we think or seem to think. Many of my own feelings have been split in two.
The Swamp of cloak and daggers, skull duggery, msm dualistic blab blab blab
Are you here with us? or are you a terrorist? That seems to be the level of playing on a field full of deception.
I now see for myself that in my lacks I made up stories and some are true and some are just stories. I have much more to do than to worry and obsess about who does what and why, and remind my self that I love love love things and people and this planet called Earth. I am not interested in those vibrations that keep my stomach swollen and odd. I have had a strange stomach for the past year or two, my gut laden with some sort of entity or creature. So I have stepped up with the flora and fauna bacteria to mulch my deep seated gut into action with the help of Gregory Sams master of organic fermented drinks. I am blessed to be making my own apple kefir that explodes if not careful when opening. Greg gave me some great mothers!
I am happy that I am now on a new spring like trajectory that means I am not going to be distracted by the under currants of skull duggery, back stabbing, lying, thieving, and so on.
I am glad that I have the people around me who care about what they eat, how they stand up for their own unique beliefs and that we are all connected by the great source of life that gives us water, air, wood, metal and earth. I am glad that at this time in life I am blessed with the fortune of growing up on a farm, to a mad farmer who did things his own unique eccentric way.
When I saw the psychic last year, she was clear that John Manners was desperate to tell me how much he loved me and how he was sorry for his reckless and selfish own victimisation of his fear to stand by his daughter. I know he touched me up as a baby and a toddler. I know this to be true however I am working on now being the best version of myself and moving myself away from those that try to harm and take me to another place that is dark. I know that darkness exists, for without the dark, there could be no light. I know right from wrong and that as my diary page unfolds my beautiful hands give way to my heart, to my mind, to my body and allow the tumbling of words to flow at ease and in readiness to make the best of what I am.
My Dad in our kitchen on The Common Farm..2008
This book has changed everything…
I am therefore creating a story called Children of The Soil, that runs with my life long passion of interrelating to the wonder of micro and macro organisms any the sentient calling of all life on earth, in the universe, in the heavens and in the deep deep dark underbelly the womb and the life giving that she our Great Elder, Our wonderful Grandmother Mother Earth, who gives all her children the opportunity to wake up and walk lightly as our great ancestors did before us and now they are here in my heart, in my thinking, in my righteousness to talk closely in my dreams, in my soul, in my deep deep connection to earth that all is well and that her concerns are that we as individuals not get caught up in dark dark lower vibrations that are yes here, but our mother is telling us to go outside and look and feel and touch and be apart of nature, not the dark web, the dark dark days when women were killed for being healers who had the art and crafts of the fields, the woods, the herbs that scattered across the great swathes of the countrysides, in the cities, in the villages and towns..that each parochial interdependent part was bound together to help and heal, not though of what our past did to eachother in the grim thundering of science and industrialisation that brutalised our breathens and sisters. That the enemy is within and that the mind can be trained with an uplift in the glory of ascension of self realisation of self care, of self awareness. That we must turn towards our own sovereignty again and again and not get caught in the hum drum low vibe of men with swords and without due connection to earth.
This is how we have come, from the clay, the soil, the great life giving mulching, mixing alchemy that gives us our daily bread, our delicious fruit and gracious flowers….The need for me is to stop dragging myself into a place that harms, is toxic, is gray and bound with bondage…I have been in bondage all of my life. I have struggled to make sense of any thing and everything. I am a child. I am also a woman and a survivor of external and internal battling. I have grown up to feel dirty and at times pure. I am both of the parts of all things that we humans are.
In all things on this planet, we are creators and for this, I am no longer aligned to the malpractices of those who wish harm on Mother Earth and Father Sun…I am interested in the making and growing up of myself to become that of which I chose to come – A Rainbow Warrior of this Great Earth…Ta x
I am on the floor crying my eyes out feeling so close to all that was and all that has gone…reading Dark Mountain blogs(Dark Mountain get involved )which is all about the stories and myths of now and beyond…so many animals and insects are being lost to the world wide use of pesticides and GMO’s, and insecticides, all ecocides, all destroying human bacteria and natural diversity that keep us pollinating and luscious in life….we are literally drowning in chemicals and I cant stop crying….
I stopped my beloved smoking on December 14th 2017. ON the biggest adventure of my life to Costa Rica to absorb not the grey plumes of years of medication on drawing up into my lungs the grief of my childhood, of loss, of trauma, of pain and separation as I was taught daily by Aunty Binks and her weirdness that somehow we, Johns children were different, were not secure in The Common Farm, and that her children were very much included in all the joys of a protective mother to her own brood. NO Costa Rica was a demonstration to myself, to my daughter that there is more to life than being stoned, being drunk, be self righteous, being in a group of other addicts, of being in therapy, of belonging to something no matter what, and that I am very much my own island. I am not wishing to just go and feel ok about this and that, and be ok for the little attempts I make at writing my little ideas out.
I am deeper and much more than all of that even reading Nelson Mandela’s in augural speech: ‘Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who Am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God – Your playing small doesn’t serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people will not feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not in just some of us; it is in everyone. And we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.’
I read a good and simple read on holiday by Brene Brown, Braving the Wilderness – The quest for true belonging and the courage to stand alone. It wasn’t the usual self help book that gives hints and tips for containment and structure by doing certain daily mantra’s and prayers and things with other like minded groups and such like. She herself after years of learning how to recognise the behaviours that we are all seeking the telling of another to do something, external peer factors, institutions, governments, parents, friends and heroes and heroines, but rather that the way to work out things for oneself are not by following the crowd to belong, but to listen inside deeply to why you were called to listen in the first place. It took me out of the crowd and put me back into the wilding of myself. The calling of nature, of all the things I love and wish for.
And again I will reiterate, it is not as though I know best, have tried al manner of self help therapies, groups, organisations etc..of which I have and there is no shame in seeking out what lies deep within, that needs attention, and intention, no, its just that, I have seen a lot of things about how I am and right now, I am ready to do the biggest work.
And it is terrifying.
The Mia of before 2018 wanted very much to keep getting her lungs filled with smoke, to keep the separation of the pain and anguish of years of growing up on the farm, in the fields, around the hedges, in the water meadows, on the animals, riding around, and being a girl outside in freedom with insects, and butterflies and bees and birds wide, far, up close and personal, as an insect would more than ofter land on your tongue or down your throat as you galloped kicking on. There were heaps of insects in my early childhood, and then suddenly I remember quite clearly, Dad saying in middle common, where are the butterflies, the Admiral was usually always around, resilient, and lots of, Swallow tails, skippers, the brown moth, so many others, all suddenly gone. A barren desert and Dad realised that those blasted organo-phosphates Organic had killed the hatcheries and the soil was drenched in these carcinogenic cancerous chemicals killing everything, so he stopped using them, and my own brother Lester took on the organic farm status and the SSSI site walking where by millions of old grasses, vetches, flora and fauna lived and still do, harmoniously in sync over millennia and the forages, animals, voles, moles, rabbit, hare, badger, all part of the glorious majestic ecological bounties of time space that is this earth we called Mother.
WE are her children, her cells, her multitude of life and life sharers, story tellers, myth wonderers, and all part of the a legacy that today is shamefully at the battling pitch of astro turf and synthetic food and pharma that are wrecking human, animal, plant and insect life on earth. The elementals have asked me to wake up, stop using, stop abusing, stop worrying, and get cracking on what I am here for.
I like anyone, like to relax, to joke, to eat well, to hang with dear ones, and to explore the beautiful countrysides of the world, but when I am procrastinating and lying around filled with the ubiquitous and repetitive matrix of ills and dull-dumbs, humdrums, as the world wide web weaves images, sounds, lectures, lessons of work work work for the system of Orwellian be-moths and slave entrapment, down playing the wonders of the world as we scratch our existence out of mediocrity, somehow those world leaders, those prime-ministers, the presidents, those monarchs, and masters of greed, and slavery, are all still here. And Yet, this past three years for me has been very different, and at times I too have just played myself down from my own wonder and willingness to be someone not just another something that works in a job that I don’t like and be in a relationship with someone that I put up with. There is much much more about the way I grew up amongst flowers, and fauna, and fields of consciousness swathed in the pre-first world war Edwardian glory before the mass industrialisation of manmade weapons used against Mother Nature and ourselves. Why did those wars come about and what did they herald other than the normalisation of more wars, terror stories, and made up jargons to keep us perpetually lost and confused. It would seem that man itself had morphed into caricatures and grotesques statues of worshipping the mighty guns, the madness of weapons not just on each other, but on the very nature we have grownup on and told to be true.
Yet somehow something, somewhere in all of the very Confucius underlying, underpinning and tactical jeering on of the normalisation of synthetics versus organics, and blues versus reds, and them and us cat calling.
Are you with us, or with them? The Clintons blared, and The Bushes when the towers came tumbling down. We have all be learnt to choose a side. To be accountable for who to vote, who to pray for, who to shop with, who to look up to…and here’s the thing, not the golden bullet, not the general marching of one or the other like I myself was under. I sought to choose, because that was the trajectory of my history lessons, the winners versus the enemies, the Kings and Queens of Houses, and parliament and all its war criers, and do gooders, all telling us that if you vote blue you get this, and if you vote red, you’ll get that. I was simply going mad. I had simply got lost so I dived underground in a different sort of foraging and found myself reading books about the world without governments, and a world that is a wonder and not something black or white. I broke down again and again, and then realigned to my own inner voice, which is full of pledges to why I came back, and what my messages are.
To promote all things local, organic and seasonal – but how – I realised in Costa Rica, that as much as tica’s and ticu’s Costa Ricans likes to think it is an ecological paradise, of which to a degree it does resonate that way because there are many national heritage sites that are protected from the ball and chain of slavery in mass deforestation across the world, yet the food in that country for a simple vegetarian is not all that it seems.
My choice was rice and beans, and yet the rice was refined, so without its wholeness and nutrient qualities for a good vibration of life force, and the beans refried and not fresh as I’d have liked.
In a nut, apart from eating tonnes of wheat in all its forms and varieties of which here in the UK there is no difference really, the best food for a vegetarian in Costa Rica is the fruit, the wonderful fruit and yet I am doubtful that all is as it seems. Costa Rican’s are getting rather tubby around the waste line. The men have hips and the women are quite tubby. I was shocked but then it is so across the central and south american continents as wheat and meat, cattle mainly and pigs, are culled massively, intensely on the once rich fertile soils of the Amazon, and plateau’s of diversity and richness, now ploughed up and general food mills with general foodstuffs is out of the packet, the can, the freezer, the processed, and the dull taste of the sameness coated in sugars, artificially high, and mass intensively sold in little shops everywhere in coloured plastic packaging. Its not what I thought I would come across. But then I look up north and see how America has turned its land over to Monsanto, Dupont, Syngenta, BASF, General Mills, Krafts, Unilever, and on it goes and we the human populations, keep sucking on the bone of consumerism.
I am aggrieved and concerned.
My daughter and I were there for for just over three weeks and we came back with larger waistlines and the weirdest thing for me, was I was never a great Pizza eater, but as the choice for veggies is down to pasta, pizza, nachos, bread and or meat meat meat, and dining out in Costa Rica is expensive if you are hotelling, and holidaying in that manner, you start to look at cheaper foods and gravitate consciously towards them. But here’s the thing. I think that the wheat in my pizza’s were not only NOT organic obviously, but had hidden drugs in them, as they were morish and I started to salivate towards supper time on the promise of those drugs inside, synthetic, genetic and modified to keep us hooked on the tyranny of mass production and mass intense farming. It had my head swivelling in all manners and I realised that the worse thing ever could happen in Europe as it is in the America’s is that we become wholly dependent on synthetic and mass modified versions of ourselves by GMO’S and ICI’s and all those mass corps of death.
That we could soon really lose our motivation in know- how in eating well, feeling alive, vital and in tune with our senses and perceptions as we turn over our interdependency of all things bright and beautiful, all creatures great and small towards the mass extinction of this anthropocene to destructive broken down bodies that are addicted to the patchy greys, and hues of synthetic mass produced scientific money making destroyers of our friendly gut and flora bacteria needed in our own biochemical worldly organisms. That the world we inhabit is losing its abundant teeming fisheries and watery pastures as the desertification of mass money making schemers keep us fed with low thudding dull eating cocktails of listless and sickness foodstuffs, keeping us down and out of our second hearts, and brains that is the body.
WE are all going through the heavy weight return of Capricorn in Saturn, its ruler after years in exile reaching Sagittarius in its last house which is the new teachings of man and beast coming together, the myths, the stories, the whole mysteries of universal and ancient herstories and histories.
We all got a chance to remember who we are. And I for one, have come back to point in a one direction of our relationship to the soil and to the food we eat and the wonder of biodiversity.
I am a farmers daughter, who did smoke many a quarter, and yet I have one mission and that is to remember we are made of clay and we return to clay in the soils, the humus and the activity of death, rebirth and death. And that should we continue to keep ploughing up the lands to turn over to chemical synthetic burning acidification stretches across the belly of our great Mother, we in-turn will die under our own forgetfulness that we are so much part of this world in all its beauty and sentience and glory and past and future and now present awakenings. We know the shift is here. We know many new borns are here and many old ones have returned to face the cloying and destructive greedy war mongers. There is another way and it is the trinity. It is the upwelling from the source of soil, and mulch and insects, and worms, and millepedes and fungi, and mycelium and photosynthesis and roots and wood and bark and leaves and plants, it is all that we are.
I am redesigning my life and it hurts not to dull and medicate and trance myself out. I am asking my higher powers to allow for myself to die so I may be reborn, nourished and able to transmit the electrolytes and multitude of universal and earthly sub-atomical quantum molecules into the fires of ageless wisdoms and do the job I was meant to do and be.
To Stand up for Mother Earth.
To party with purposes.
To eat organic and will gratitude.
To share my own knowledge as a child of the universe…or something along those lines….
pointing to the right way of thinking, in order to have the right frequencies pushed out and beyond right back down to earth.
Watching Louis Theroux’s excellent take on Dark America series http://www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/b0991fsb/louis-theroux-dark-states-1-heroin-townand the way she treats her people and how there is a pandemic of people using pain killers first that lead on to heroin use…..last nights eye-opening yet oddly familiar reporting on how synthetic opiates were designed by Big Pharma to initially help with pain across all paths, and an undercurrent of managing how heroin addicts transient to their man-made alternatives which could be monitored to reduce down how much an addict used, has led to almost one in ten Americans across the country becoming addicted to pain killers, opiates, illegal or not. We have Louis Theroux showing the world that pain killers made by pharmaceuticals, are now taking normal people into the world of poppy magic.
A few weeks ago I had a lovely couple come to stay from America, who run an independent research lab that tries to understand the efficacy of Big Pharma drugs being pushed into the marketing world of health and wellbeing and how safe they really are. Eric told me that the problem that he has begun to piece together, is the noticeably of who gets hooked on what and how, and how now the geopolitics has changed to a shift as more ordinary citizens are getting hooked on prescription pain killers because the doctoring system is about paying them to take up their drugs of choice from the major Big Pharma corps and when the synthetics likesubutex orfentonal no longer work, they start using heroin and crack opiates to keep the pain away, and that 30/40 years ago it was only the hippies and blacks that took heroin, now it is becoming generic, normal and en-trend with all types, And what has gone wrong?
Then the trajectory usually leads to those independent companies being bought out by the bigger ones in predatory moves submerging anything different into homogenous and generic cultures, zones and states of play so in the end we are all buying the same shitty foods, prescribing the mind numbingly shitty pills, choosing and tuning into the same crappy entertainment models, and so on. Meanwhile money is being passed to potential party leaders and their parties to use as they wish to get more of the power.
Meanwhile the arts, educational/environmental and other creatives that depend on small interdependent whole minded and embodied thinking practices, are priced out because they receive very small amounts of the tax collected to keep up the repeating diatribe of main line business and statism to run the country in fear wholly and profit.
Transnational corporates coupled with the State, curries favour with whom you are in bed with and keeping power-hungry groups elites together by state hand outs that have huge consequences with our food, farming, energy, and when you switch on the telly, all radio or whatever media it is run by the very same sorts who keep up the illusion that all is well in the world of man and economics. And that economics and growth are all and everything.
We are all systemically becoming brain washed, dumbed down, and more and more zombie like than ever before…..
Watching the unfolding questions that Louis asked was priceless television that brims with resonance and understanding that what we have today, in society is no longer just the small, anti-establishment types who would go against the main stream and defend the indigenous, and stand up against the wars being fought in Vietnam, and anywhere as it gets hardly any press coverage but rather to keep us fixed on the world stage with prescription based synthetics opiates like subutex, fen-tonal and OxyContin which all lead to anyone being hooked and thus keeping your customer generally tied in till they die off from over use of acidification in the body. We are now being led to our own deaths faster and more cynical and cyclical than ever before….we no longer are being taught anything about nature and the natural lores of the land in the world, and that when choosing your shopping experience, keep buying the top 5 or else you are being ripped off choosing organic as it is expensive because it is NOT subsidised, meaning it is actually the true cost of food from plough to plate.
By the end of Second World War, those seedy men in suits called government and their crony mates called crony capitalists, got together to uncover the new world ordering of He Who Own’s the Food seed, Owns Man....and so by 1947, we entered not only the Cold War, but the era for State led governance on a mass scale by rolling out the NHS, which was a good idea in principal, should it have been about surgery only, and then all preventive alternatives should have been the cure using nature as our gage. But no. Get the people dependent on the State and the market and watch man lose himself.
WE have lost 87% of our top soils as we continue using subsidised chemicals to run off into our water and bodies. We are losing species from flora to fauna to animals, insects, trees and seas but not a flicker unless you are David Attenborough or someone like me. And that our system to keep cutting, poisoning and extracting biological diversity through mass use of fossil fuel run offs is damaging our bodies and souls through disruptive, corrosive and carcinogenic neurotoxin disablers that have wrecked our central nervous systems and depleted our innate, natural immunity defence line of anti-bodies.
WE should be saying no to the continuous profitable marketing of main line pushers reliant on our fears to keep perpetuating terror and poverty consciousness and hoike them out of office and replace our old paradigm self serving masters of mainstream fear and loathing with transitioning how we use our land, better resource sharing and a willingness to stop handing over our powers to sociopath and ghastly grey suited and booted ministries of speak and spell.
We are all-consuming things that make our lives easier buying into the discordant and hypno-trancing baton waving for wanting things and made cheaply at that.
I see masses of elderly drugged up to their eye balls in Big Pharma that result in more falls and hip breaks than anything else. Plus don’t get me going on about isolation and loneliness. And what about Dementia and other diseases that lose your memory?? If we carry on using this system we wont remember anything about nature and how we come to be here as we continue to fuel and feed fear with huge discrepancies in the War on Drugs…on growth in capital markets, in land grabbing. What we do is rely on self medicating, self harming, selfish centred norms that are characterised by sloth, disempowerment & juxtapositions bred in ignorance, disease, conventional, orthodox and conformity languages that spell trouble if we dont play the pom evil games of mass production and mass surrendering to elitism and established old boys networks.
And that our only natural course is to take up arms with our own stories and rather enjoy bemoaning our individual status with how we started out in the world, what side of the fence we were on, who we listened to (our parents, teachers, leaders, tell -lie – vision
and all), and what of our factoring in who we are, and how do we get on with what we have here today in this diverse and artificially green pleasant land? Do we ask questions about our self respect, our families, friends, communities…and yet the in/out system of government is tied by money lenders, thieves, crooks, liars, evil despots, sycophants and those that give the illusion that they care about you and what you do in your life, when they care that you SERVE their end games, play their wars, feed into their fears, buy into the duplicitous state and hand all your own sovereignty over…to the above..
So what can we do?
For years I believed that the State was great, that I would always be a green supporter no matter what, and that Jeremy Corbyn is potentially the best alternative we have got. However something has radically changed with in me…I was never more sure of myself till I cleaned up my act and saw through the huge window pains of denial that had been my focus for way too long. I had been focusing on my past, my lacks, my not good enough’s, my wanting to be loved no matter what, and yes I still am a half wreck of a woman who has a long way to go, but I would say this: I do not eat shit, well rarely and I do not go to the Doctors EVER..unless I have broken all my arms and legs and obviously need a great great surgeon.
I use herbs that are gentle and effective periodically when I am well and or not. I listen to my body. I try to drink water with lemon every morning. I try to live simply and with a use that promotes all things sentient and that takes Earth living very seriously. I try to live without cruelty so do not eat my lovely friends the animals. And I am very grateful to having an earthly experience with my soul intact and how blooming great it is to travel and explore this world we all live in. And how lucky I am to write this right now with my music play on. Even through all my break downs, I have come to an innate self realisation, that it is a gift to face my break downs, allow my trauma’s to rise up out of my body, bone and blood, and that I had been looking at the world and how it works, the wrong way around. Everything mattered because I had grown up believing like everyone else, in the State, in governance from outside and in a perverted sense of who I am.
What if we all stopped running around like headless chickens paying rent to some other, slowed right down, crashed and broke everything we ever felt about ourselves and felt the pain? The pain that earth (Gaia) feels every time we lose another species, every-time we lose a forest, a person who actually cares about how mankind’s trajectory is going, about how we live together. What if we all faced our pain and our combined our histories of the world with our ancestral heritage? What if we one by one, stopped voting for blues and reds and buying into the industries of rent seeking to sell you cheapened, polluted and highly questionable products that break down in seconds, obsolete and destined for the landfills and incinerators, thrown away never to be thought of again…into the oceans of our minds, our seas, into the very fact that we are breaking down, losing our hearts to mass prescribing of broken down systems that in my opinion, are dying….If I am waking up from a long drowsy sleep, slowly but surely, then so can anyone…..I often go to Jon Rappoport for my reading on his researching Exiting of the Matrix for inspirational and another way of thinking about you, the individaul….https://jonrappoport.wordpress.com/
And I look to learn towards ancient, ageless wisdoms and all things esoteric combined with matters of the world as I unplug from the matrix of demons, ghosts, entities and such likes….reading and learning Bernhard Guenther’s posts and his excellent blogs. Bernhard Geunther https://veilofreality.com/
Whether you are a user of drugs illegal or not, what choices you make when you start to work out that you are the only one that can make a difference..you are the only one in your life, that can ween yourself off the mainstream everything and start to break down in order to feel all your pain and your gain…….It is fucking awesome and from someone who daily tried to be something I wasn’t, well a word I use a lot is recalibrating, because we all make mistakes and we are all part of humanity and flesh and blood, bone and earth made from her clay, to growing up in sunlight and water…..
‘The State coupled with crony capitalism is run for and by the same old masters of greed’.
Its time to switch over to transition townshttps://transitionnetwork.org/where small is a beautiful rhetoric that works when there is a need to change the script from mass-produced to local skilling up, learning about engaging in what we have at hand be that herbalism, resource sharing, using organic home-grown initiatives, making old cottage craft industries, learning about where and what we inhabit and how we got here…using music, arts, stories, myths, anything but a central state of lies, and corruption and back handing of gerrymandering and continuous fear based droning on and cloning one size fits all no matter what, and that in school we could be teaching our kids the benefits of nature, the importance of ecology and how we live within our local means rather than who the rulers were of the past in kings and queens psyche and how the winners are taught in school in warring. I didn’t learn about The Enclosure Act yet I knew it in my humanity because in taking the grazing, foraging and harvesting rights in forest, field and common land away, was the beginning of the end for crafters, farmers, producers, wheelwrights, carpenters, blacksmiths, bakers, and seasonal workers that relied on the land for food and security. The people could no longer grow their own food and had to work for the Industrial Revolution new labour models. They had no choice but to go to the new emerging towns and cities, other they would have starved. That is another story…
The Farmers Markets are the best line of defence to keep big business out of your food security and for you to make a huge difference buying local foods to keep you out of subsidised over packaged fossil fuel additive intense shopping malls and polluted same bland shit foodstuffs.
Yet the truth be known, I sense the world is waking up very quickly as we all want to see our children having a world of wonder to explore, not exploit and see that our forests are left in the ground to keep us growing up in accordance with nature herself and moving into manageable home grown alternatives and communities. Those that use and abuse their bodies are in my view the fallen angels of earth who are showing us that the cracks are wide open for all to see and that Big Business is not what we want, and that through the painful transitioning of questioning all authority and choosing to realign to that belonging and caring for each other that encourages creativity and authenticity at the heart of all the matter on earth. We are now leaving the old matrix of divisiveness and corruption to keep them in top down lifestyles and our great Mother is asking each and everyone of us to choose wisely, no matter……
as he explained my innate cosmic Air hands
all vying for the titles and deeds of Mothers Earths natural resources to keep those power houses topped up and in league with the devil of a certain specific attention to detail in the laws and secret societies and of course in the past three hundred years we are right enmeshed in the Materialist Scientists who felt that nature was nothing really but to be plundered for profit, greed and insanity in Banking Dynasties all in bed shagging each other, hiding behind their paid members of fighting historic industries all hell-bent on keeping their acts of bloodletting, money laundering and lending in the name of dark arts. Of which now we are beginning to see the timelines split as pedophilia, ritualistic players and top down Elites are the baddies in this time in human awakening.
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And then those wars. The horror, the grief of the twentieth century – the one that really changed man, and cut his heart out, The First World War, whole villages, of men, brothers, fathers, sons, husbands, lovers, poets, carpenters, skilled men, unskilled men, boys, were killed in a war that was led behind the lines, far-far away in the secret cabals of secret societies, men in lodges, men who ran the banks, men who leant monies to make the machines, the bombs, and whip up ‘National Pride’ in gathering armies, in going over the top, and in the barbarism, the blood-letting, the awful horrid unseen like psychopaths who rely on us, the strange men without hearts for each other who kept rising up for their continued masked covert games, as they spread their wide nets through the killing fields, reaping rewards in death, terror, grotesque horror all reliant on the age-old arts creating enemies out of men,children, women, nations, into divisive, all-conquering, nationwide false flag wavers in well-practiced environments of repeated, established scenarios.
So Who are these unseens that make all the decisions and wreak havoc with us on a mass conscious level and then we, the individuals go about choosing which deity, God, group, club, religion, we choose to be on and so in that moment we trigger our efficacy upon a few well thought our indoctrination, planners, if you will, and hand all our power over to that system, society, club. This suggests we are born by birth in the great cosmic spirals and through our genetic, ancestral, heritage, we make a deal with God, to wake up and remember 
I was rather a helpless, haphazard, chaotic and went anywhere if someone suggested something. I was ready to go out into the world to make up my life, as I struggle to find Metta’s next stage in her life pathways of a mix of apprenticeships, college, 6th Form, grappling with what do you want to do?? Bumping, crashing, crying, and worrying as to what is it that she must do in order to live a full life? I had no clue that within a matter of months I would be kicked out of the farm, and pushed to find out who what and how do I live a life when my own parents asked me not once, what are you going to do? I knew I wanted to be an actress, and yet I managed by flight and fight to figure out once I came to London I had assets, imagination, youth, enthusiasm! I began an arduous and also wonderful campaign of collecting things, people, boys, parties, adventures, experimenting, squatting, new blasting open society came at a young, slender, auburn haired farmers daughter and yet that I did possess skills that offered up invitations as I cleaned and cooked, grew and learnt to feel my way towards a sparkly innovative illumination carrying sensory preceptors that matched mine. That I could safely lend my own willingness to educate in the unknown growing exponentially. By bringing my open natural countryside ways, I imprinted a newness in my own making and in the mid 80’s London had the magic and fear to push forward to cultural underground happenings. I continuously had all the ingredients to keep making things up as I went along, the recipe book was in itself, new, tribal, active, seeking, exploring, different to anything any of us of our generation, could really say, Woah! We went against the government, Thatcher and her crony capitalist mates on the make for all things privy and privileged.
As I stood upon The Tor upon my 21st, I was given lessons to the importance of that unfoldment opening Ancient portals to Ageless Wisdoms promoting the end of the world as we knew. Dualistic patriarchal paradigms have been waning through the crack that opened on the darkest century of man and his entrapment to the Dark Arts against the Great Feminine Devine or Our Great Mother of All We Are, and to allow for full disclosure to expunge all the woundings of secret mastery occults coming to a shadowy surface upon a 25 year period known as the Nano years. This period leading to 2012, heralded Acid House, rave culture, the rise of the internet, data collecting and more dreadful skull duggery to come up and out. I digress. And I think the awakening of the man that seeks.
A time to grow up eventually, and find oneself out in the milieu of self. My generation in that period stopped drinking in lobbyist Public bars, and pubs, whilst we were in fields with fires, dancing together not at the stage but with each other in the wilderness of beats, drums, whistles, anywhere that would house music our chance meetings. Warehouses, churches, anywhere that was liberated by the spirit of the times to break away from convention and party like there’s no tomorrow, unsupervised, unlawful and energy shaping and forming to grow seeds of discontent to break down and open our aims as we met all different groups from class, backgrounds, in didn’t matter we were free motivated by dance, community and becoming our own Gods and Goddesses. We were all drawn together by those times that took a whole new crusade up to the calling arms as a whole new set of rules were here – our self determination for truth. We were powerful because we were mixing in different groups and dimensions depending our own unique trajectory.
and all), and what of our factoring in who we are, and how do we get on with what we have here today in this diverse and artificially green pleasant land? Do we ask questions about our self respect, our families, friends, communities…and yet the in/out system of government is tied by money lenders, thieves, crooks, liars, evil despots, sycophants and those that give the illusion that they care about you and what you do in your life, when they care that you SERVE their end games, play their wars, feed into their fears, buy into the duplicitous state and hand all your own sovereignty over…to the above..
