Category Archives: Who Am I
A night with the untouchables – The Reformed Physicist
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A night with the untouchables – The Reformed Physicist
— Read on maybury.ca/the-reformed-physicist/2022/02/03/a-night-with-the-untouchables/
Natural immunity every single time…
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I’ve always promoted you are what you eat. This consciousness, allows one to feel what’s right, what’s wrong… how to develop and hone one’s unique who am I… tenderly, openly, self awareness, experience, love & kindness throughout one’s experience.

Common sense!
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Daughter of mine – shine
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I’m mourning my little girl
I miss the privilege of mothering smothering loving with such much unconditional loving…

Drowning in the above
Then she’s suddenly 20 choosing her way forward blessed in righteous guides
I try to hold in…Some I approve
oh some I see doomed
And yet what do I do about that
Motherhood – the most extraordinary & important time of my life
Poof! she’s blown across the seas of emotional outpouring dreaming her life into interdependent actual descendant
Rising high my o my
Where my knocking no longer serves
My purpose driven into an epileptic fit feeling feelings I survey do not deserve…
What to do how now for mia
Where? Where? Does anyone care? Really mia is that all you thing..
not a good look not after a raw salad dressed in love and fashionI’m good at caring, great even so anita says, it’s your time to shine
Let yourself come back to poetry writing making a dime
Musical literature historical creature
Love the arts love thy heart kind well speaking pleasure
Hard working not grasping
Let go let go Scorpio south node, pointed in sin,mystery, dark crevices, deep sexual inhibitors of the underground watery mythology draped in catastrophe
Whirlwind dynamic ultimate unhingedDeep breath into stepping forward
Remembering who am I
Where what how shall I go on into new lands and beyond
France England Argintina’s Mexico Bulgaria oh oh oh ? Let go of what bogs one down
Foolish tidbits internet clown … stuck in Tim pool jimmy Dore Russel brand more me the fool
Hugo talks opening out the potential double skulduggery and buffooneryWith myself my dog my self mhh u who am I
Questioning that no thing no one no dream
Yet everything
No thing know thing every thing everyone
I’m crying my heart out so full of a loss
On the 56 bus ,
Angry at the masked public angry at the jabs jabbed on the public angry at the system ,angry angry angry at alternative media false gods false hoods
Half truths
I miss me I miss thee – I’m a child still you see

Angry at Ukraine deep state children trafficking bioweapon racketeering
Blue yellow flags hidden in the nhs dystopian ugly corporate death system
Plugging blockers anti inflammatory shockers screwing heads up brainwaves ducked in the myrrh of snakes . Serpents cruel servants laid in grovelling greed-infiltrated deeds
Lies lies lies the killing of the children sticking jabs into their pure blood essence
Divisive cruel and utterly bad
Evil is the putrid plundering of greedy fat cat soul sucking archons who have no other way to shame guilt survive as g thy get pull on the loosh of the divine
Crime
Spewing lies
I myself do what? Follow shows on rumble YT
No longer telegram. finished with the conjecture of pings ringing in in in
Distracting ring a ding ding filling the brainwaves with dumb downing
Keeping us away from the guru of our destiny
within
This is sin no matter the gin genie
Focus pocus illusionary joke on us
Good or bad up and down yin if yang
It’s all a skam where did we go wrong in this swan song? Duality land
Plandemic scamdemic evil evil to the people
I for one , feel gutted, shunted, pushed over crushed under the wheels of despair
Lost in the whackadooxle back door front of house stall
What a bore!
Home is my heart
Darling daughter is that chart now eating dinner with her triple jabbed sinner northerner
And she loves him most of All
as I will grow in this no thing know thing place


For she , my little girl, Is quite grown up
Emboldened by her talented assortment of unfolding ahead of the game grace
Home stead
I miss mothering
I miss my role parenting
Trust mia dear dear mia… the eclipse is pulling you apart
Taurus north node pushing towards self sufficiency not controlled oppositioning
Scorpio gasp south of the river dark foreboding house of tail jabbing
Going going
Time for me to deliver
God is my witness and love my forgiveness
May all beings be happy!

I love you daughter of mine child of high
Son yo come to me in good time
Thank you
May 12th Thursday 2022From production to seduction!
Where are all our chance meetings…?
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7th October 2021
Go back to school… french Spanish
Create writing
Biography
Comedy
Health wellbeing- homeopathy? But here’s the snag… these courses are all on line… where’s the community?I loved mixing things up with other enthusiasts, sitting in our seats, primed for new heartfelt imaginations, moving into concrete manifestations.. now we sit on our screens, screaming blue murder at the hollow, shiny, feedback loops, television, smart gadgetry, zoom chatting. I’m belligerent and stand firmly reminding myself, there is a better way..face to face, heart beats across the way, language muffled, coughs normal, sneezing ahoa!
I stare out on the train, half the people in ugly masks, covering up their pretty human faces, from all races..places…
What dear God, has our human collective outpouring achieved?
We will overcome this madness…mind set mulling hyperbole insanity, for that is what she it is.

The 19thc with its ceaseless wars pushed into 20th ghastly cruelty great First World War… ghastly disgraceful hidden hands pushing agenda manipulation, monopolising their killing machines as test sites… France Germany Russia England

Storm Bella…the lies keep coming.. wake up wake up take a look and change this dystopian…
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Bon Noel
Christmas Chicago house is odd… my lungs could smoke no more…as I wheezed and struggled to push it down great sprouts of half breaths led me to saying.. no no more… I collapsed, sunk low and feel emotionally raw… body mind spirit.. I want to be with you all… Lucille chickened out of coming… so a great big house and 5 of us rattling this Storm as
Bella rages And the village is falling apart… The Moet closing down and The Red Lion… so sad…. track n trace and more lies, fear perpetuating everything… I can see feel it all….
I’m going to come in a van with my stuff and my family….if they want to come… and make a go renting something… where we belong
if this bs continues… it’s getting worse for my health….
People are scared. Masks… leading to vaccinations… to totalitarian lockstep into the great reset.. oh Johannah!
It’s time for a revolution with pitchforks and fearlessness…
I love you so much… and miss you so much…
And I love love love your gift…. you an are amazing original artist…
Is your Bella pregnant???
The storm is raging…
Tier 4 what a fucking bore….lockstep 2010 Rockerfella at it again..The people need to recognise We, The People, are at War..a Spiritual War Good v Evil… Godly, Goodly or Under the thumb of slavery…

When are you going to switch off the mainstream media

And start living life with freedom
Not Tyranny… for you cannot have both..these liars, thieves, crooked war mongerers holding the keys.. as they throw their only weapons of mass fear under our feet on our sacred Mother.. each one of us bound to remembering as we awaken powerfully, sovereignty for each GODLY individual co-creation Divine Inspiration to flower like seasonal blossoms expanding bursting everlasting.. not this utter globalists humiliation upon each family and nation…
Mankind… do your diligence.. unmask your significance and stand up bravely in the face of adversity mind control brainwashing fear porn., daily indoctrination…Be Gone… Get Thee Behind thee Satan..and walk strong hand in hand never looking back as the Revolution takes hold in the Warriors spiritual affirmation

Freedom from Tyranny or our children will grow jabbed poisoned terrified by germs, viruses, bacteria and life’s amazing multitudes of magnetic rhythms dancing in the swirl of life’s extraordinary gifts . Hugging laughing smiling being…
Down with these handlers.. in the prison they will go… the sooner the better… so it goes….

Your Gov Wants You Dead. The UN Agenda 21 is the name of this show
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Inoculation and syringes
From the March to Now...2020 is a living Mind Control Tale

Corona Virus came in with a Tik-Tok Dance
Scaring Joe Public as if a big trance
Controlling the Narrative
Usual Suspects Stepped UP Dominated
Repetitive fear-mongering low-vibe cross-referencing, World-Wide
The Economy Shut Down

A Beating Drum mandatory hum
Placing this Universe under Lock Down
Entraining our silences for the Deep State Government plan
Isolation -Social Distancing-WHO in their right mind was counting?

Full Assault on The Elderly (Imo), criminal activity
Annoyingly cruel pushed into Care Homes
Gasping for Water and a Human Touch
Ignored by the Main stream telling us not much

WE Must Save Our Grandma’s
As Fear mind control swept the Tell-lie-vision
Becoming the ‘new normal’
A strange anomaly certainly sealed in this Quarterly
SMART Dust seemed to be quietly packed away, as the Sun-Shine poured Exclusively

In this period of Delay
Blue Skies swept open wide though children indoors; cried
Parks closed families stuck
Key Workers out you go
Good luck!

Dupe the Public rattle those cans chanting pathological ritualism
Told what to say!
Advised only once a little walk of exercise
no stopping
no talking
Everyday!

Some wearing Masks for protection
No children playing still as their parks are shut-down
Cities towns No traffic to be found
Empty Buses and Trains going somewhere alone
Free too, but no one would go
National panic food distribution galloped rough-shod
Flour toilet roles became fashionably odd
Don’t get me going on those bloody silly Masks

Who Proclaimed them safe? When clearly are not
the way as Science points
Another big-blag
One needs over 20%. of Oxygen for healthy breathing
Disappearing Common Sense with Mass Control Deception
Scary AND humiliating
Ah.. more finger pointing
Lets take those Damn Shots filled with contaminants
Gainer function add ons Retro Virus!
Line me up lets get back to ‘Normal’
Checked, pumped are you sure now?
Mind controlled thats a fact!
The lines have been drawn
The weaponisation of our freedoms gone

Stand UP! Say No to these ungodly bodies

Become the Anti-Vaxxers and worst offenders
Don’t be fooled by divide and conquerism
This is the Globalist UN NWO plan agendas
And it’s happening in real life time

Freedoms controlled opposition supplied
Stacked and packed populations
Agenda 21 rolling out No Go Zones
Watch for those Environmentalists with the ‘Wildlands’
No Longer our Home

Stop Us having any rights in the countryside
protecting Nature
Wait, aren’t we that too?
No we’re all going to live in a Zoom
Chinese Style surveillance credit score maintenance just in case you can’t get out of the newly designed crap artificial poisoned brainwashed human racism

NO more working, just skulduggery SMART daylight robbery
Of All your best intentions laid bare
Globalisation United Nations
Everybody under a semi-permanent lock-down
Unless your Bill Gates, with his Oligarch mates, who pay the BBC

Loads of Spondoolees
Open Source gullible indoctrinated Human Beings

Young ones more the better Socialism mixed with Sunrise momentum
Protests riots angry mobs! Cheered on by the Establishment plods
Smash it up! No matter WHOSE WHO!
This Anti-Humanism is just the ticket for mass exploitation
Dripping in Emotionalism
Dystopian hitting all the right buttons
Communitariusm; the buzz word
Critical thinking out the Window
Furloughed UBI Offices at home
Going to work has almost but died
Sat on the teat as our State that is really Out of Date
To rule by the bleating sheep of the mainstream media
Who do their bidding, being paid, no longer Journalism
Just spouting 1984 Orwellian diatribes of lies, spying, surveying
Altering frequencies brainwashed poisoned social-engineering
News Speaks all the same
Telling us daily FEAR is the only GAME

I wish I could say that All is well today, but going out and seeing those Masks makes my blood boil
I no longer laugh
The Media who work for their Masters of Mass Manipulation Totalitarian Vaudival plays
Pushing hidden agenda’s eyes now wide-open
Vaccination or No freedom to roam
Under attack Agenda 21 30 50
Those Vaxxed Tracked, traced so quickly
Mandated Medicare
Cares not for your health
Rather hand over your hard earned wealth
Suckling body, mind, spiritual soul mankind
5G SMART networks combined the Fourth Industrial Revolution
Remote controlled Viewing under the Musk satellite Force
That pushes the buttons, AI controlled
Synthetic maligneD
Interfacing our human hearted Free Wheeling party
Yet once you are aware these discarnates cannot go here
Achonic low feeders; parasitical breeders
They too want to survive Big Tech-Big Med-Big MSM- Big Banksters namely The Usual Suspects
But are not human
We are Free energetic gentle passionate
Enlightened, natural vibes of Chi magic
Clean foods, preventative medicines
touching feely vibes O’Blessed integration
Wake o’wake
Flush out this parasitical fourth Dimension
Stealers of human hearts…mimicry fakism
Light up our lives as All lives Matter Sentient Wholeness
Ancestral Above
Guided By Love!
WE, the people are rising upwards, inwards to the Fifth Dimension
Ascended Masters, Angels and Guides
Musical, spiritual, art makers, craft designers, wax lyrical high vibes
Planting our food with seeds garnished from the Sunshine, Water, Elemental Organic Carbon Soil
These Mind Controllers are pushing their last bastion of fear-mongering hungover old systems
Yet we, of Sovereignty bound
Are not to be fooled in this Spiritual War
Where Love truly Conquers All

Wishing to control our innate God given wisdom
We are now on the rise – Our Awakening their demise..
We are One Individual Strong
The Growing insurgence is not about Race division more akin to the Great Remembering
Who We Are, Where We Come From
How we honour our Great Mother Sophia Gaia on her way into the Fifth Dimension
Where Love is the Energy that underpins this massive evolutionary Sign of The Times
Being asked to remember, our reason for coming to Earth in this massive time of Death and Rebirth …
The Great Mysteries are here Being revealed
Channeling our trauma to be healed
God is Love Love Conquers All
Thy Armour Close to Thy Body Heart-Mind Feet on Sacred Ground
Swords and Shield in Hands
Guardians Aspiration Rays Imagination..
WE Are Many They Are Few
Upwards Outwards Breathe in the Sunshine
Vit D, outside playing in the beautiful earthly paradise we call home.

Are we adding up, or making things up?!The Great Correction is here…
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The Correction
I can only start at the beginning before we became lock down in a broil over a virus named Covid19…This Coronavirus, Crown, has and is in our cellular systems…however this one, is bioweaponery manmade, all inclusive Retrovirus’s that hit the sequencing of deoxygenating in our blood and lymth glands…our intracellular systems that arise from our great Sun, in this Solar system, decorated to the hilt with a lower heavier third Dimensional abstract, cordial, intentions brimming with goodly natured outcomes, that give brisk and fun tides towards always towards walking across the bridge of Kantarana, that takes us to our highest purpose, selves and electromagnetic higher chords that are sentient throughout this universality that man and nature are hand in hand, cosmic, surrendering to the awe inspiration, creation and self awareness amongst this world of worlds. Mother, Father, are all that is, is here to gather and witness a calling, awakening, healing, and making the necessary adjustments, for we are in the battle yes, of the Spiritual domains, as we shift our frequencies to match our vibratory callings, as so we can make the shift, together, culturally using mans best friends, humour, grace, gratitude, dignity, intuition, with our swords in our right hand, our shield across our torso, with feet on the ground gently walking with earnest, and our helmets placed accordingly to guide our cosmic and interdepend attributes towards ALL men.
For no one goes without all, for this is balance and harmony. This allows for a meeting of heart minds, thus our gifts are unique to each and everyone, that we are here to witness the ending of time as we know it, eschatology, Terrence McKenna spoke and wrote about….That we are now in a place where we can breathe without having to see our skies drenched in aluminium, barium, Strontium, Lead, Mercury, human bodies, and all sorts of ungodly synthetic challenges…
That and then Flouride in the water, for decades, rotting our senses in our divine hormonal endocrine. And yet it is ok, I know it to be so. There is a way for all of us to see this and shift our purpose towards remembering that this time is truly magical for no planes filling the airwaves, no storms, no mad mad weather days that have been abundant, and now we are in a void of contemplation, quiet, interesting, no cars much about, there are people however, and nice that it is, however something else, a sense of a different whole unknown part, that is very much determinate upon those who seek to know, and then a prayer is set amongst the pigeons, and cats, and dogs, and birds, and insects, and trees, and leaves, a rising of energy that gathers in the early Spring that gives us light…lighting up our well being, even in this lock down, this Reset, this Correction, and will the Deep state finally fall away, as the light thickens, with the strength of the Sun, that no longer has to compete with its blocking of the sun agenda, that Gates is behind, and a lot more than that.

Those oddities, with their stacks of cash and their push for more and more, Why? Pathological and psychologically low in energy, they have to steal it, they take no moral heart empathic sojourns, it hold no willingness from them, or does it? Are we truly now going to shine the light on the Globalists New Wet dream of that One World Order, or New World Order, are we as my daughter claims, bringing in these folks and their systems, for we talk and conspire and watch and listen to the alternative communities. Are we, Am I just focused that much on it that I am creating the template? Along with a lot of other folks…

Hmm…Could be…or is it time to just choose one part that you can really turn the screw on, and reverse the outcomes of the Globalists chip n pin, stack and pack, Agenda 21 SMART city IoT, Cashless society, digital data harvesting to credit score every transaction, every reward, every part of your electricity particles that now are plugged into this 5G quantum radiation high voltage frequencies…And so it is rolling out….in the lock down and I now can see it…however we have something they do not, Faith, Love, Compassion, Potential to become a true Warrior, human being, ecstatic being dancing in a galaxy that is here, right now, right there, right up close and personal, should you design your Agency for Asking Questions, Who Am I, What is this, How May I…commune, listen to great ambient, classical, quirky Radio Three, Resonance 104.4 FM, just let the Main stream media slip away, fall away to another day…
Allow yourself to Dive deeply into your soul and cells, and blood, lymph, ligaments, muscles, bone, heart, liver, spleen, gut, intestines, ah, the great intracellular systems that are microbes, workers, action eaters, that work for us, for our who we are, and why the Sun, the Stars, the rivers, oceans, mountains, forests, animals, insects, fish and foul, are all so part of this existence and now I find myself, gearing up a notch to take on this Spiritual War…And we are all here to witness it.
The Reset !

April 4th Saturday
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Why has the country been shut down using Emotionalism…
The World at One – spoke marginal key parts:

Is this serious enough to put our population into house arrest and to destroy our economy to stress, heart attacks, suicide and for those only to receive a mild influenza, or Corona virus.
The total supine consensus to completely not vote for it in the House of commons, this is totalitarianism right under our nose..

The Cure is more fatal than the disease…what happens to a society that trashes its economy, the qualitative of the nation becomes sick in its waiting room at home.
What about the healthy old now deprived of all the things worth living?
The people who are unnecessary stuck in their homes, isolating…and poisoning accusations of not caring about the old people, like the Iraq people of that war, if you spoke against it..
You were flagged wrongful…and so this crushing of dissent and this question of lives versus the economy, just an abstract machine…this is a creeping feeling of happy go lucky towards dystopian futurism.

Shutting down the country is a very bad thing.
The Scriptures are that we must live in the being of God, but if no one is serving, working, how do we pay for our houses, children, bills, doctors,industry, transport, health and more…
Experts are raising a lot of these questions..yet these voices are being stunted…and not heard…
Sir Neil Ferguson in Imperial man, is a total twat…and he should be impeached – the foot and mouth of 2001, was a good reason to question Neil Ferguson who allowed mass culls of their cows – an Imperial college promotion that was mass slaughtering of healthy herds, of our property, Imperial had made a mistake..as Farmers shook their heads in utter shame..
We need our government to shift us out of this lock down. And not in some whimsy Chinese whispers…


The news isn’t reporting about the shut down on the crashing stock market, and all its businesses…Right in front of our faces…This feels 2008 yet the slump hasn’t arrived in full scale like 1931….
Those who thought they were entirely secure, ending up begging on the street, banging on doors, professors, professionals, lawyers and all thee gym-bored…how could we possibly understand the olde world?
The bizarre news briefings, the media kept saying lock down, lock down forcing a fear mongering climate…Keep everyone hooked to the mainstream teat of tyrannical nonsensical over lording…lacks, hoarding, herding, regulation, time zones, queues, masks, social distancing, everywhere..lock down! Mental…Psychological

Those who are aloof from the real illiteracy is here amongst all the higher ups.

Middle class people selling in Moscow their jewellery for bread…ghosts of their former self, in the Soviet Union..
Extreme abundance has left us unattached to the vulnerability that lurks everywhere..The Third Man..
How will the shops, cafes, pubs, hard working folk get back in the game..

Will the Magic Briefcase will be used from the future and from the remains of those with savings…and severe low wages will be the tonic…
People are saying 6 months more of this
A relish for Dystopia in this newly authoritarian wave, that is here…the desire to be ruled, instructed, by the Chief medical officer…who the hell are these people…yet there is a welcoming attitude amongst this voluntary Dictatorship


People in the UK have been brought up non-freely, other than the mass diehard, robotic leering that is technocratic, AI, synthetic, Virtual machines, gaming, SMART phones, Netflix etc…..at the touch of a thought now….
The Teaching of history took away the glorious books on the Revolution …the message of the old was taken out, The cultural Revolutions in Education….dumbing down..

The real problem is the willingness to give away your freedom for the security factor….and we want the action Now, no matter what, with classic symptoms of classic hysteria …collective herdism for the masses….
Crowds assertions and people want to love Big Brother …
What about the NHS Applause taking place each week..to drown out 5G installations perhaps? Or
We must demonstrate to the NHS like a Soviet Union clapping when you’re supposed to be happy…

The Warsaw Pact was low brow, creepy and other…..Don’t get angry if you don’t clap and get called out for it..
I will not applaud an organisation, the NHS is extremely inefficient and has been for a long time..
It has provided no protection kit for its staff…
Excessive Policing with the Derbyshire spying, and with Road Blocks being set up, a bristling is happening….amongst the powers that be..and we seemed to have handed over the keys of our Righteous Sovereignty in a mind control fear factor…
Why didn’t the House, sit before recess and ask for the right way to come. But no, somehow the world news corporations, social media, and other alike, set about blazing up fear to the max.
Boris Johnson directly instructed the police (which is out of order in our law)… given police unprecedented laws to act raffish tinged with the old brutality …what if I get stopped walking my dog, and I have a fine slapped on me..so I have to go to my Bill of Rights..
No one is encouraged to sit on tables and chairs by the River, with a level of viciousness, closing children parks, why? And Gym parks…and having signs that say ‘low tolerance to alcohol’ in our local parks..on a perfect Spring day this April 4th..Saturday.

New Rituals in public life are jumping up, with a 2 meter rule, standing a part, far with those face masks on…standing in the distant entrances to the shops…waiting in line, respect ones traditions, but this feels ludicrous as you step away from each other …by smiling at the world, is frowned upon, saying hello neighbourly, is frowned on, so ones actual humanity is depleting in this lock down.

This will take a while to recover from the Orwellian mind control on each other as we consent to a culture of spying on those running twice, not once…The civil courage of each other is lost, those in authority know they’ve won and we’ve lost….the individual in this Covid 19 time line….
All the conspirators are shunned and yet there is such a lot of stuff around this culling of humanities freedoms..
Prayer…the Magna Carta we are supine under the stern benevolent state, under the yoke of the Power-Mongers, Oligarchs, Banks..
As we drag on into the months the less socialised areas, the authorities will have a problem to keep those inside…those now wondering out with the sun shining…
If I were the Government, get it done by Easter… Look at Japan, and a few other countries, who didn’t lock down, and faced this bioweapon. Dissent is in the minds of those feeling the transmissions..
The middle class will carry on twitching and obeying…they always do..
We need a good debate…..
Intellectual Conformism – emergency measures and yet the intelligent other thoughts around, one is shamed into silence, if you raise questions …Dissent seems to be flagging….
Richard Neville Oz magazine in the 60’s…The Labour Party has died…Corbyn wasn’t high in much policy other than his foreign was pretty good…
The Whole lot of the opposition need to be thrown out..they are not fit to govern…..
Causation:
Switch off the main streams, Tune out of the Noise..Discern every single time with your god given rights to know thyself..This is written in all ancient texts..know thyself man

Envision you standing in a field with the sun streaming warmth, brightness, Intention, and all that is in the cosmic universe barefooted if at all possible…Do your prayer to rise up energy for All man to remember first his interconnection to earth, interdependency to all sentient things, and to that which shakes the malaise of mans slumber in these days..


The sun is strong right now, with not a plane in the sky, and a very much noticeable lack of criss-cross heavy metals, covering the horizon. No, we live in very unusual times, where our free spirit is now the very thing that is being assaulted and thus what will this early spring and summer bring? Will man have the guts to challenge the status quo, not to unhinge one, but to face the dragon, sword in hand, shield up, helmut on…every single cell, and every single day, Give Gratitude for being a Human being. This is our weapon…Love, Faith, Self awareness leading to self care that arises all manner and matter of things in resonation and sound judgements.

Discern Man and know thyself.